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What did I tell you?
Don't lie,
What did I just tell you?
They also do very well at school,
I miss the girls so much, Meral,
Should I wake Ayse up?
No, let her sleep, -I'll just wake her up,
Now let her sleep,
Grandma, on FaceTime,
Are you doing well?
You look so sad, Is something wrong?
Everything's fine, Mom,
We want you to be happy, You know that, right?
We prefer to see you happy,
If that's not possible with Fatih,,,
You are always welcome here,
Always, You know that, right?
Oh mom, what are we supposed to do there?
Where do the girls go to school in your village? They barely know Turkish,
Well, I understand, but,,,
Look, I look like my grandfather,
He also had a whole bunch hanging out of his nose,
My grandfather used to be a handsome man,
You're not ugly either, -Get out of here,
Never mind,
But listen, Dilek is still in Istanbul,
For her,,, -Tummy tuck?
So Meral,,,
I could use some help in the store,
Really and truly? -If you can, that would be nice,
Thank you, -Nice,
That is then arranged, Thank you,
Thank you, dear,
Thanks for the shoes, Ayse didn't realize they were second hand,
She certainly figured it out, But children need a father,
Say, Meral, If you need anything,,, -Don't look back,
Who is that? -Don't know,
A friend of Fatih?
Okay, Goodbye,
You're really crazy, you know that?
Ayse? Come here,
Come here,
Not even in Turkish,
Meral, I want to tell you something,
How is your father, is he doing well? -Yes,
You know he's very important to me, I like him very much,
And you too, I like you very much too, You know that,
You are for me,,,
One euro fifty,
I just had 1,55 left,
-Calm down, Doesn't matter,
Don't worry,
Come sit down for a moment, Then I'll give you tea,
Drink this, That's good for you,
Big worries are not good for you, Everything is the will of Allah,
He knows what He is doing, Trust Him,
Allah is playing with us, He mocks us,
What good is a God who doesn't help us and makes my children suffer?
What will become of my children?
They can't be children no playing, no learning,
Bad things happen to them,
I can't take care of them, They take care of me, while crying,
I used to give them presents and we would go on vacation,
Now I don't give them anything at all,
Only worn-out second-hand clothes that they are teased about at school,
And I can't protect them from it,
What good is a mother who can't protect her children?
Always money, money, money, Guilt, guilt, guilt,
That devil is in my head day and night and I can't chase him away,
From an early age I have always done everything myself,
That's how I was raised,
Life is too hard to depend on others,
And look at me now,
Meral who can always do everything, can't do anything at all,
My children don't deserve this, They deserve better,
They will never forgive me, They will not look at me, but will feel resentful,
Maybe someday they'll understand, but I don't think so,
It will eat away at them,
Because their mother took everything from them,
And that mother is me, Meral, Meral Öztürk, the devil,
What mother is so bad and bad, that she takes everything away from her children?
Sometimes I wish I would have an accident, that a train or a car,,,
Then it finally stops,
Then that devil in my head disappears, That makes all fears disappear,
Maybe that's best for the children too,
But then I look at my children and see the sparkle in their eyes,
They are so beautiful,
I'll do what I can, Everything for my children,
I will work hard for them,
Happiness and future are not for me,
How beautiful they are, And how little I see that,
Allah is great,
Leave everything to Him, He will take care of you,