Sutton?
♪ Round ♪
♪ Like a circle in a spiral ♪
♪ Like a wheel,,,
Sutton?
♪ Never ending or beginning ♪
♪ On an ever-spinning reel ♪
♪ Like a snowball down a mountain ♪
♪ Or a carnival balloon ♪
Dad!
♪ Like the circles that you find ♪
♪ In the windmills of your mind ♪
She's dead,
Sutton's dead,
Dr Lazarus?
The new patient is ready,
Okay then,
Arlo,
Get me out of here,
I can't do that right now,
Then what use are you?
I'm here so you can speak,
about your feelings, about,,,
,,,the thoughts you have in your head,
What thoughts?
What thoughts would you like to discuss?
God, I've been speaking with him,
And what have you been speaking with God about?
Your crimes?
You,
Why me?
I asked him whether I could trust you,
And did he reply?
He said,,,
no,
He said you were a fake,
And I asked him to punish you, And you know what he said?
What did he say?
He would do that just,,,
,,,for me,
Hey,
Is Dad,,,?
Yeah, he called me, I ditched it,
What's up?
Laz, he's dead,
- What? - He, uh,,,
H-He shot himself in his office,
Are you-- Are you there?
Prominent psychiatrist Dr Jonathan Lazarus
has reportedly taken his own life,
He is tragically remembered as the father of Sutton Lazarus,
who was brutally murdered 25 years ago,
The search for the killer prompted national attention,
but they remain at large to this day,
Dr Jonathan Lazarus is survived by his two remaining children,
Joel and Jenna,
Next up is the weather and we go over to,,,
Keep moving to the left,
Come on, Come on, mate,
Follow round to the left,
Doesn't make any sense,
Since when did he own a gun?
He didn't,
Where's the note?
Well, police have the original, but they gave me this photocopy,
You know, for a man that delved inside minds for a living,
he could've given us a little bit more clarity,
"It's not over,"
What the hell does that mean?
- You tell me, - And a table, Three legs,
Like some sort of code,
There was this,
On his desk, at work,
Did he talk about Sutton?
He never spoke about her,
I just don't understand why he would do this,
Sutton?
What the fuck?
Ladies, this is a sad, sad day,
Because Seth here is officially off the market,
What can I say? Jenna has great taste,
- Shut up, - Give me that,
- Seth, - There he is,
Huh? Come on, bring it in,
- Look at you, - Oh, love the teeth, Whose are they?
Love the beard, masks the double chin,
How dare you,
Congratulations, when's it due?
Get off, that's my beer baby,
Come on, Rosie Q's?
Where else?
I see gentrification still hasn't reached this place,
Yeah, you know Bella, "change is death,"
- What are you drinking? - Uh, vodka tonic,
Why?
FODMAP diet, No wheat,
We're in a dive bar and you're adhering to the FODMAP diet?
You try being an anarchist with abdominal bloating,
There's Bella,
I'll get the drinks,
Go on, go say hello,
♪ And when you walk, do you walk to your preference? ♪
♪ No need to answer till I take further evidence ♪
♪ I seem to need a reference to get residence,,,
You all right?
- Hey, Bella, - Hey ya,
♪ I'm a good neighbour, I trudge,,,
Hello, gorgeous,
Laz,
The psychologist returns,
Psychiatrist,
Whatever, What you doing back?
My dad died,
Oh, my God,
Uh, when we split, he said,
uh, I'd lost the best woman I'd ever find,
He was right,
He probably was,
Bella!
I've got to get serving,
I'm so sorry, Laz,
He'd obviously been thinking about Sutton,
This was on his desk,
You know, I don't think any of us ever really got over what happened that night,
He was ruined by it,
- Sutton was his favourite, - No, mate,,,
He never said it, but we all knew,
Being the not favourite twin, trust me, it's something you notice,
You know, I wish he'd got closure, seen someone caught for it,
Meant to ask, how's Jenna?
She's okay,
- Think I should ring her? - Depends,
If you think it might lead to grief sex,
What? She's just a friend, okay?
I'm just asking if you think she'd appreciate a call,
Yes, I think you should call,
Grief sex is a thing, though, In fact, it's very common,
Something to do with needing to feel alive,
I know,
Sounds great, doesn't it?
- Want more? - Naturally,
FODMAP or anarchy?
Let's go wild,
He shot himself, in his office,
Dr L, Sorry I'm late,
No, sorry, I'm his son--
You know, I really hate myself when I'm late,
I say to myself, "Cassandra, you've got
- ten minutes to leave the flat," - I-I'm his son,
And I'll mess around until the ten minutes is
- now one minute, - Ex-Excuse,,,
- Cassandra? I-I'm his son, - And I need a safety wee,
just in case I get desperate along the way,
Excuse me, excuse me, I,,,
And suddenly, I'm like three minutes late,
And it's like,,,
- You do it on purpose, - Yeah,
Yes!
Like, like, like I must be stressed,
I must be anxious,
I can't function any other way,
I'm sorry to tell you that I-I-I have some news about Dr L--
I've been having those thoughts again,
Did you hear me? I said I've been having those thoughts,
Which thoughts?
The,,,
murder ones,
I see,
Um,,,
And-and what do these thoughts consist of?
Him,
Dead,
I-I-I look into his dead face,
There's-there's blood gushing from his head where I hit him,
and I stare at him, on the ground,
and I feel,,,
,,,nothing,
Not happiness, not relief, just-just nothing,
And who is the man?
Him,
Neil, my boyfriend, The freak,
These thoughts, are they, uh,,,
- memories? - If only,
He's still breathing,,,
,,,waiting for me at home,
Warned me not to be late,
Oh, also, I should tell you this, there's a man who's stalking me,
Stalking you?
He looks at me,
follows me sometimes,
and in my mind I kill him,
just,,,
just turn around and stab him and I feel, I feel nothing,
I mean,,,
I mean why-why, why would I think these things?
- It makes no sense, - Cassandra,,,
The man,
Is it that your feelings about Neil are
being projected onto this new admirer?
Um,,,
Can I?
Do you want one?
Why not? Small one,
I kill him,
And I look at him,,,
,,,and I feel nothing,
Let me, uh,
top you up,
It's like what you said before,
Uh, what-what was it you used to say about living your life with pain?
Remind me?
Cassandra?
What'd you do last night?
I, uh,,,
- bumped into Bella, - What?
In her bar?
- Mm-hmm, - Mm,
The chances of her being in there,
Is she, uh, is she still with, um, what's his name?
Paul,
Always with the "what's his name,"
Paul,
So, why add the "what's his name"?
Yeah, she's still with Paul,
- You just hate him, - Don't hate him,
- Just think he's a bit square, - Square?
Unlike cool old Laz,
Hey, Bella's cool, She's a,,, she's a cool person,
Paul's,,, Paul's basically a golf nerd,
I just don't see how they work together,
Well, they've been married longer than you two were,
High bar, Jen,
We married too young, It was never gonna last,
And if we met now, who knows,
How old's the kid, um, what's his name?
Aidan,
Fifteen,
Has he got any weirder?
He's not weird, Laz,
he's unique in his own magical way,
So he has got weirder,
Yes,
Yeah, look, um,
I wanted to speak to Margot,
Just about Dad's final days and stuff,
I should warn you that she's still pretty traumatised about finding him,
I offered her some Reiki,
her aura was like a greyish yellow,
Oh, God, Was it?
Yes, it was,
And if you opened yourself up
to the energies of the universe, it would change your life,
Would it?
It would,
- So, what colour's my aura? - Hmm,,,
It's arsehole colour,
Profound,
So the client files are up here,
Your father,,,
wasn't blessed in the organisation department,
No, I know, Margot, but luckily he had you,
He did,
And we were a good team,
I'm sorry, it's, um, it's being back in here,,,
Cassandra you say?
- Surname? - No idea,
Right, That makes it tricky, We file by surname,
So, you don't have a database or computer system, do you?
No, your father liked a paper system,
He often recorded sessions, for reference, but he didn't care much
for technology,
You're a good boy, Joel,
I know you two were busy
and couldn't speak as much as you'd like, but he was very proud of you,
Professionally,
I suppose, choosing your career, you wanted to be like him,
Yeah, Perhaps,
He was very good, you know, at getting inside your mind,,,
And you got inside his?
Occasionally,
Did he ever talk about, um,,,
,,,Sutton,
and the night she was killed?
A little,
Why?
I just always felt he'd, uh,,,
Blamed you?
Mm, Well, I don't know anything about that,
Now, if you'll excuse me,
I'm feeling a little overwhelmed being back in here,
1999,
What the fuck?
Hi, Yes,
Uh, I-I'm looking for a Cassandra?
Hello,
Hi, Um, does,,, does Cassandra still live here?
Cassandra?
Yeah, Uh, Cassandra Rhodes,
Right,
Wow, You don't,,,
That's like 20 years ago,
I know, she's a client of my father's,
and my-my father passed away, so I was just kind of, um,,,
Listen, I'm sorry,
but she's dead,
Dead?
Murdered, actually,
No, uh,,,
I,,, I-I was,,,
I was with her, uh, yesterday,
Cassandra Rhodes?
Trust me, she was murdered over 20 years ago,
We were the only people that would buy the place,
We got it pretty cheap, actually,
It'd been left empty for ages,
apart from the crap that got left in the attic,,,
You definitely weren't with her yesterday,
Right,
- Hello? - Cassandra Rhodes,
she was strangled and her killer never found,
And you don't remember that? A client being murdered?
Because that seems pretty fucking memorable, Margot,
I'm sorry, I-I can't hear you,
I said, Cassandra Rhodes was murdered,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you're breaking up,
Hello?
Oh, also, I should tell you, there's a man who's stalking me,
Yeah?
Hey, man, uh, the mortuary have released your dad's body to the undertakers,
♪ Ooh, can't anybody see ♪
♪ We've got a war to fight ♪
♪ Never find our way ♪
♪ Regardless of what they say ♪
♪ How can it feel ♪
♪ This wrong? ♪
♪ From this moment ♪
♪ How can it feel ♪
♪ This wrong? ♪
♪ Storm in the morning light ♪
♪ I feel ♪
♪ No more can I say ♪
♪ Frozen to myself ♪
♪ I got nobody on my side ♪
♪ And surely that ain't right ♪
♪ Surely that ain't right ♪
I was going through Dad's
old files, cleaning out his office,
and I came across this,
Another unsolved murder, 1999,
Four miles away,
It's very different circumstances though, to Sutton,
Yeah, but two unsolved murders,
one year apart,
and for both of them, the culprit never caught,
Yeah, 25 years ago,
She was one of Dad's patients,
Thought she had a stalker,
Isn't that stuff private, Laz?
She's dead, Seth,
Can you,,,
can you find out what happened with that case?
You want me to start
nosing around in files from 1999?
Investigations I wasn't even part of,
And you,,, are you mad?
I-I just--
Joel,
Alison,
I'm so sorry,
Ma'am,
Seth,
I can't believe he's gone,
Especially like this,
- What did you make of the note? - Baffling,
Maybe a,,, reincarnation thing?
I mean, Dad was always fond of the cryptic,
but I think he went a bit overboard at the end,
I guess none of us really know, do we?
What's going on up there,
Nice to see you,
- Jenna, hi, - Hello,
I used to think your dad was banging her,
After Mom died, I thought every woman that came to the house
was gonna be my new mother,
Now I realise "widow" is a catnip to a certain kind of woman,
Can you get me that info?
We need to talk about your attempts to corrupt a police officer,
Later,
Over a pint,
Oh, Laz?
Lovely service,
Oh, thank you, Thanks,
- Hey, Paul, - Joel,
Oh, you can-- Laz, please,
I'll stick with Joel,
So, uh, how's the golf going?
Good, I'm down to a handicap of ten now,
Oh, great,
Yeah, and the greens down at the Montgomery are perfection,
They use a high potassium and phosphate fertilisation,
Corrects any deficiencies during the growing season,
Can I get you a drink?
Um, I-I-I'm good, thanks, Um, uh,,,
Oh, I'll refill us,
Oh, okay,
Paul, do you want to come with?
Yeah, okay,
I don't think any of us ever really got over what happened that night,
Come on, Laz, let's go,
Sam Olsen, I'm arresting you on suspicion
of the murder of Sutton Lazarus,
You do not need to say anything,
If you do, it will be held against you,
They released him,
They fucking released him,
After I left last night, I walked by Sam Olsen's house,
The night of your father's funeral, you decide to go to the house of the man
accused of murdering your sister,
It's not like the two things aren't connected, Jen,
But, you know, I was walking around there,
I, uh,,,
I wanted to see the place again,
He was cleared, Laz,
There's no forensics, no witnesses,
And Dad never believed it was him,
Personally, I'd put him in jail
for the cardigans he wears, but I don't make the laws,
You did well,
In the funeral,
It was a nice speech,
I liked all the hippy shit,
We live on, Laz, we do,
Once we leave these bodies,
- Really? - Really,
I know Sutton is here,
I can feel her sometimes,
Okay, so let me ask you this,
Do you think,,,
,,,people ever see dead people?
Like actually see them,
like they're,,,
mm, before their eyes?
You are grieving,
If you,,,
think that you're seeing Dad, then--
I know all about bereavement hallucination, Jen,
That's not what I'm asking,
Hey then, what are you asking?
Forget it,
When you're dead, you're dead,
Cassandra Rhodes, she was strangled and her killer never found,
And you don't remember that, a client being murdered?
You definitely weren't with her yesterday,
Oi!
Are you Aidan?
Are you Bella's boy?
What you doing here?
I wanted to see what you looked like,
You shouldn't have come back here,
My dad died,
I know,
I heard,
Your mom was at the funeral,
And your dad,
I asked if I could go,
To my dad's funeral?
They fascinate me,
It was pretty standard,
I don't know how many you've been to but, um,
it was all the usual stuff,
Uh, a coffin,
some nice words, bit of music,
You know,
What do you do?
I'm a,,,
forensic psychiatrist,
You talk to mad people,
Yeah,
Yeah, kind of,
Serial killers?
Most people aren't serial killers,
I think it could send you crazy,
Dealing with crazy people,
I think you're right,
Home sweet home,
You shouldn't have come back,
I have a bad feeling about it,
Get inside, please, Aidan,
I'm-I'm so sorry,
I told him you were here, and he just gets these ideas in his head,
It's fine,
Hey, Paul,
Joel,
Go on, in you go,
Right, well, I'll, uh, I'll head off,
Thank you, for bringing him back,
I do really appreciate it,
I think it blows his mind that I've had two husbands,
I guess that is strange for a kid,
Well, yeah,
- What? - Just the way you said,
"Well, yeah,"
Just felt like I was 19 again,
Yeah, I know,
I'm sorry,
Bye,
Hey, man, meet me at Rosie Q's,
I got something for you,
Enjoy yourself,
You're a superstar,
Okay, you want the abridged version?
She was nuts, Cassandra, batshit,
Problem child, in and out of foster care,
Couple of relationships, mostly abusive,
And then she winds up dead,
Almost certainly at the hands of her lover,
Neil Croft, although he was never charged because he went AWOL,
It's a sorry and sordid tale,
On the page,
But she was a human,
I see this all the time in prisons, Seth,
The way it reads isn't always the way it went down,
And sometimes you like these people,
Are you gonna tell me what this has to do with anything?
Wait, was your dad banging her?
God, it's always banging with you, isn't it?
Take sex and money away, I have no job,
I don't know,
- The Sutton thing, the connection, - There is none,
This girl was trouble, trouble found her
and trouble killed her, case closed,
Twenty-five years ago,
You going?
Things to do,
You're meeting Jenna, aren't you?
What?
Look at your terrible lie face,
- Don't ever commit a crime, Seth, - All right,
It's so weird actually because she said
that the universe was gonna bring kindness into her life,
And minutes later,
I called her and asked her out for a drink,
Kismet,
Yes, Laz, kismet,
Very much kismet,
You don't know what it means, do you?
Not a clue,
But I am gonna use it on your sister,
Cheers, mate,
Bye!
♪ But I'm gonna die ♪
Hey,
You following me?
Oi!
Hey!
♪ You're the devil in me ♪
♪ That I brought in ♪
- ♪ From the cold ♪ - Are you all right?
♪ You said your body was young ♪
♪ But your mind was very old ♪
♪ You're coming on strong and I like the way ♪
♪ The visions we had ♪
- ♪ Faded away ♪ - Hey! Hey!
♪ You're part of a life I've never had ♪
♪ I'll tell you that it's just too bad,,,
♪ I'll tell you that it's just too bad ♪
Hello?!
Where are you?!
♪ Like a circle in a spiral ♪
♪ Like a wheel within a wheel ♪
♪ Never ending or beginning ♪
♪ On an ever-spinning wheel ♪
♪ Like a snowball down a mountain ♪
♪ Or a carnival balloon ♪
♪ Like a carousel that's turning ♪
♪ Running rings around the moon ♪
♪ Like a clock whose hands are sweeping ♪
♪ Past the minutes of its face ♪
♪ And the world is like an apple ♪
♪ Whirling silently in space ♪
♪ Like the circles ♪
♪ That you find ♪
♪ In the windmills ♪
♪ Of your mind ♪
"If you invite an arsonist into your house,
do not put matches into his room,"
So you met Cassandra,
There will be others, son,
They will come to you, too,
Others who were murdered,
Like Cassandra,
And me,