This is it,
This…
will make it…
into the shape of fire,
You really like that,
A miniature bonfire,
Please enjoy,
SCOTT JOPLIN
Did you officially stamp it?
Yes…
my kids were taken too,
When you gaze at this fire,
don't you feel as if you're being left behind in time?
An escape from reality,
Should I…
quit being a doctor?
That again,
500 ML
NURSE STATION
Watching it slowly burn is quite boring,
ETIZOLAM
You told him?
I did,
I told him that he's got three months left,
Why?
I was going to tell him,
But you weren't telling him,
Or perhaps you can't,
Is it even necessary
to tell people how much time they have left?
Good work today, Mr, Naruse,
Yes,
How are you feeling today?
I'm doing okay,
I see,
- I'll open the door, - Thank you very much,
Pardon us, We're coming in,
Excuse me,
Hello,
Let's turn here,
Heave-ho,
Here we go,
Would you like a blanket?
You're playing a crossword puzzle?
Yeah,
CROSSWORD PUZZLE
I'll excuse myself,
Chat…
Cha-, Cha-, Cha-, GP…
Chat…
That's not right,
Pardon me,
Mr, Naruse, how are you feeling?
At least knock before coming in,
It's a curtain,
You're finally here, Dr, Youngster,
"Dr, Youngster",
Quit calling me that,
If you can joke around, you must be fine…
or not,
I can't take painkillers yet,
It's only been two hours,
Then, maybe we can use a stabilizer,
Nothing can help this amount of pain,
Doctor,
I can't help how bad it hurts,
Yes,
Whenever I can bear it,
I only stare at the ceiling,
Right,
Why am I alive?
Doctor,
have you ever spent a day staring at the ceiling?
Yes,
Huh?
To understand the lives
of my patients who can't get up from bed,
I spent one of my days off lying on the sofa
for a full 24 hours without moving once,
Not for the bathroom?
I wore a diaper,
- Seriously? - Yes,
I couldn't use a feeding tube,
so, I just kept a Vitamin Jelly next to me,
I just thought it was incredibly difficult,
You're amazing, Doctor,
Somehow…
I just had the time,
Doctor, I've heard how much time I have left,
Yes,
I've heard,
From Mr, Komiya,
Won't you just kill me?
It's spread from my colon to my liver,
How many years has it been?
I've gone through so many operations and medicines,
There's no point in living just to suffer,
It'll only get worse from here,
I'm scared, and I want to die,
Okay,
I can
accept that,
Really?
Yes,
You're my Lucky Seventh,
Ever since I joined internal medicine,
I've heard people tell me, "Doctor, I've had enough,"
You're the seventh person
to tell me that they want to die,
I can't move, I'm bedridden,
Some people die of the pain,
Only five minutes with potassium,
If we first administer Propofol,
it can be just like falling asleep,
Is that potassium…
available immediately?
Not immediately, but we can get it,
It's in our medicine storage,
Mr, Naruse,
won't you try to live?
Won't you try to live before you die?
Before you die…
won't you live?
You measured 75/115,
"Ten things to do before I die,"
That Youngster Doctor told me to write it today,
"Live before you die,"
What is this, some teen movie?
Ninety-eight,
Thank you very much,
Youngster,
Oh, that must be Doctor Sakura,
I secretly think of him as a lifelong teenager,
Do you like him?
Huh?
Hit the mark,
Stop that!
- A forbidden love, - Hey,
"Ten things to do before I die,"
I want to do a quadruple jump,
Like Yuzuru Hanyu,
I can't think of anything,
Even if you ask me, there's nothing,
I'm just scared,
I'm kidding, Don't make that face,
How's it looking?
Welcome back,
Huh? It's blank,
You see,
you watch too many stupid movies,
Those movies
with a dog that jumps in the water and saves his owner
or patients with only a few months to live hits it big,
I thought we could at least check off your bucket list,
This isn't something worth writing out, but…
Yes?
Don't you have pictures hanging around here?
Those pictures don't move,
And the windows only open an inch,
So that no one jumps out,
You don't need to say all that,
We can't feel the wind here,
Although it's windy somewhere,
I could never feel it,
I may want to feel the breeze again,
Please hop on,
Hang on tight,
- You got it, - Hey!
Wait, wait, wait, that's too much,
- That's dangerous, - Let's go,
KANTO GENERAL HOSPITAL
That's dangerous,
Quit it!
Seriously,
It feels good,
We've come pretty far,
That's dangerous,
Don't do that!
That's dangerous!
- Are you okay? - Yeah,
My legs are all cramped,
I'm beat,
That seems good,
Here you go,
Wow,
- It's hot! - Yeah, it's hot,
It's been a while,
Delicious,
This sausage is great,
Eating is life,
That's not to say hospital food is killing me,
but it's just sad,
Hot, hot, hot!
So hot!
Please be careful,
Yeah,
Mr, Naruse is temporarily discharged,
and Mr, Sakura has resigned,
No, I still have his resignation letter,
I'll tell the board chairman that he's taking a day off,
Besides, isn't that guy still going to a mental hospital?
Right, only just after the incident,
He's not going anymore,
So, they're just out on a trip?
Yes,
I received this from them,
Shooting the gun we can't see
Looks like they're having fun,
Your true voice
This isn't heaven
- Whoa! - Oh, no!
Mr, Naruse, be careful!
Be careful,
Let's go!
Wow,
I've never seen this,
Isn't it cool?
It's like the fire is trying to keep living,
Huh?
Just as it starts to fade,
each time,
it changes shape and burns on,
It looks to me as if it's desperately trying to stay alive,
Maybe because I'll be dying first,
No,
it's because you're trying to stay alive,
Isn't that so?
Well said,
You almost made me feel better,
Mr, Naruse, you've gotten hold of a Platinum Card,
That's me,
I'm your exclusive medical specialist,
Youngster, my exclusive specialist,
That's concerning,
Why do you keep calling me that?
You've got a baby face,
A little youngster, Dr, Youngster,
Old Man,
Shut up!
- Ms, Kanda, - Yes?
I saw what happened,
REPORT ALL MEDICATION THAT IS TAKEN OUT
POTASSIUM
That seemed like potassium to me,
Mr, Yoshioka,
don't tell anyone,
So pretty,
- Hey, what's that? - Don't worry about it,
That sausage was delicious,
Let me tell you the most delicious thing I've ever eaten,
When I was in university,
I was camping out in nature
and cooked a sausage over charcoal,
That's youth,
I'm still not sure where I want to go,
but let's stay here for a minute,
Okay,
You must like it here?
Yes,
It's just that…
I'm a bit scared,
Huh?
For years now,
I've been in and out of the hospital,
and I think I've spent more time inside it now,
I'll be discharged soon, and that's great,
but without a nurse,
I feel helpless,
I understand,
I'm scared
because this isn't a hospital,
- Mr, Naruse, - No,
it's not that I want to go back,
Right,
I'm just a coward,
Two vials of 20cc potassium,
Yes,
Dr, Sakura,
We're missing two potassium vials,
I accidentally dropped them,
but I submitted a breakage report,
I gave the breakage report to the head nurse
and tried to cover it up the best I could,
I see,
I understand,
so, don't mention it,
Don't say anything,
Okay,
I know,
Just don't say anything,
Don't rich people
go to Switzerland or something?
Huh?
For euthanasia,
As of now,
several other countries recognize the practice too,
For people who really can't live on,
several places accept it,
even without proof of life expectancy,
I see,
But in places like Switzerland,
doesn't the doctor make the final judgment?
Thank you very much, I'll enjoy this,
Thank you,
Yes, there are several regulations
to determine
whether euthanasia is appropriate,
That's strange,
If I was given the option of euthanasia,
I'd be relieved,
but it'll still be a little shocking,
Huh?
I'm wondering if I'm doing that poorly,
objectively speaking,
I understand,
Really,
- You understand? - Yes,
Although you want to die,
you want someone to say it's not that bad,
You want someone to tell you to just hang on,
Isn't that right?
I suppose so,
- Don't push yourself, - Okay,
Let's eat,
This is the magic potion number one,
And magic potion number two,
The first will kill you,
It will let you immediately go to rest,
The second will comfort you for a short while,
It's a powerful painkiller,
Is this…
These are…
scary,
I was longing for them,
You can use them when you want,
The ingredients to peace,
I can choose to live or die,
If we have the right to live, shouldn't we have the right to die?
No,
Or is living our duty?
A room deep in the hospital ward,
being unable to eat alone,
and a body full of tubes,
only feeding tubes, and never getting up,
and only wearing a diaper,
Do I really want to live for that?
Is that what everyone wants?
No, I'm not sure,
Doctors live to save people,
But I…
think that may be abuse,
Ever since you were born, Mr, Naruse,
medicine has evolved,
and average life expectancy has increased,
Yet,
does that really make people happy?
Well,
we die either way,
Whether it's by that magic potion
or by nature,
Mr, Naruse, aren't you a novelist?
Not so much anymore,
You're a writer,
so, you'll be leaving your work behind,
Whether I leave those behind or not
won't matter when I die,
Being born into this world is overwhelming,
May I touch this?
This feeling is proof that I'm alive,
If I die,
I won't be able to touch it,
- Mr, Naruse, - Call me Old Man,
There's no future for me,
I only have this time,
What are you doing, weirdo?
People's bodies…
are quite warm,
You're alive,
Both me and this old man,
What is he up to?
What are you doing, Sakura?
Hey! Sakura!
Hey! Wake up!
Wake up! It's coming!
Even the steam from this coffee you've made
is once in a lifetime,
I don't know if it'll taste good,
It's good,
But why you?
What do you mean?
You're not a pretty girl or anything,
That'd be nice for my last vacation,
Don't expect too much, I'll go home,
Don't say all that, It was a joke,
This world is beautiful,
Now that I'm facing death,
this world doesn't seem so bad anymore,
It's beautiful,
Am I seeing things through a filter?
No,
This world is simply beautiful,
The sky above,
the clouds, even the scent…
are all part of this world,
Yes,
I can't enjoy it once I die,
That's true,
Should I enjoy all the beauty before I die?
Huh?
I'd like to relive my life again,
This right here is where my memories are,
I want to live them out again,
ROBINSON 771
Where are you from, Old Man?
Far, far out that way,
I swear it was around here,
Things have changed a lot,
This used to be a bookstore, but now, it's karaoke,
You don't know where your own house was?
Our place was big,
It was a brewery from the Meiji period,
We were well-known around here,
We owned the land,
This entire area was where my house used to be,
There must have been some land readjustment,
Huh?
Even the middle school,
it's been rebuilt,
It seems so, It's been decades,
Hello!
Hello,
I'm an alum,
- Is that so? - Yes,
- Do your best! - Thank you!
That's okay, I'll take that,
Thank you!
- Good work today, - Yes,
Welcome back,
The stars are beautiful,
Isn't this great?
Huh?
There's even a bar counter!
Old man, there's a bar counter--
Old man, Old man!
Old Man, are you okay?
Just a bit…
Just wait a bit longer,
We last used painkillers at five, so, we have to wait three hours,
These hours feel so long,
It's like a vortex of pain,
I don't know just how much it hurts,
but I'm with you,
Why?
Because I'm free?
That's great,
This is your way of killing time?
Oh, you can see the moon!
I can't even move,
I guess so,
Ouch,
I can't eat natto,
Who cares?
I mean…
I thought I should say something,
PENTAZOCINE
It's time, Eight o'clock,
This has pentazocine and hydroxyzine in it,
Customized just for me,
Like going to Starbucks,
Give me the usual…
Is it working?
How did you know?
You've stopped tensing your shoulders, Old Man,
Customization, success,
If you're feeling well tomorrow,
let's go to the high school,
The one you went to,
I…
don't even know if it's there,
I already checked,
The school closed down three years ago,
but the building is still there,
First to five wins,
- Here I come, - Okay,
Hey!
That's crazy,
Here I go!
Come at me!
- Ah, sorry! - Wait a minute,
That was way too good, No way,
Try me,
I missed,
So close,
The sky makes a good ceiling,
Huh? A ceiling?
I'm sick of the hospital ceiling,
I just get moved around
from one white ceiling to another,
Speaking of which, don't you have a home?
Huh?
You've just been out with me,
I've got a broken family,
What?
More importantly, what was your youth like?
I was a soccer player,
I played in the inter-high league,
Kimura Kazushi was my rival,
What? Seriously?
Really?
- You're way too gullible, - Huh?
Of course I'm lying,
Damn…
Huh, what…
But were you lying about living here and being rich?
Pretty much,
Listen, if you were going to die,
would it even matter what's truth or lie?
I lied a little, creating a life that I wish I had,
Right,
The truth about me
was that I worked at a brewery,
all through middle and high school,
doing nothing else,
I wish I played soccer,
Oh, look,
- Hello, - Please come in!
- Welcome! - Hello,
What is this?
I got a phone call from him,
so, I thought why not, and invited him,
Looks good,
I'm excited,
Time for some beer,
One beer coming up,
- And for you? - The same,
Okay,
- Three, please, - Three beers!
KUSHIAGE
- Cheers, - Cheers,
So good,
Dr, Sakura, you don't pick up your phone,
I saw Mr, Naruse's clinical records,
and I was worried,
But I never thought
you'd both be traveling all the way out here,
You told him everything, huh?
We're following our life paths,
- Your life paths? - Yes,
When you're about to die, you lose all sense of time,
There's no difference whether you're 18 or 45,
It all feels the same,
And it's full of memories,
Today will be nothing but a memory tomorrow,
It sounds sad,
Despite how I may seem,
I've achieved everything,
I became a writer,
I won awards, I was a hit,
I'm dead broke now, though,
If I must say,
I have no memories of youth,
That's my biggest regret,
Memories of youth…
Would you like something?
Oh, no,
Hey, wait!
Naruse…
Aren't you Naruse?
Yes,
I'm dying,
Perhaps you drank too much,
I have good medicine for that,
- Let's have him take it, - Okay,
Hey, don't tell Nakano,
What?
Don't tell Yuri,
Your old schoolmate?
Did you like her?
Ouch, ouch,
You're doing that on purpose,
No, it hurts!
I brought Wuling San Wan,
- Want to try? - No,
- Take it, - Fine,
Seriously,
I don't want to die,
I don't want to die, Doctor,
Only in times like this
do you call me doctor,
I feel like if I call you that, you can do something for me,
I also feel like I have to do something,
Sometimes I say I want to die,
and I also say that I want to live,
I'm so weird,
Aren't all humans that way?
That's what they all say,
As if it were a movie,
Huh?
I know because I'm a writer,
Stories are far too happy,
That's why…
they're beautiful,
Death itself is indescribable, Because you're dead,
That's why
the people around us,
who are alive, tell the stories,
Beautifully,
I suppose you're right,
You can't know a person's feelings,
In the movies,
things wrap up nicely,
Their ashes
are scattered on Mt, Fuji or Mt, Everest,
and the movie ends,
The characters only fear death,
feel pain, and suffer for five seconds,
then the scene ends,
But in real life, it's much longer,
It feels so long I could die,
There's no end to it,
One hour of love
Is a thousand years of loneliness
What is that?
My mom used to sing it,
Oh,
I know that too,
It's Yuming,
It hurts, but I can laugh,
I'm scared, but I laugh,
I can forget it all for a moment,
Yes,
There are so many forms of time,
There's a moment,
Perhaps a collection of moments is what we call life,
KOZUYU
Here you go,
Thank you very much,
It looks great,
I didn't know,
Who'd think his condition was that bad,
I wanted to bring him today too,
but his condition wasn't great,
Hey, what about the hospital?
I'll go back tomorrow morning,
Were you let go?
No,
I was a student library assistant,
I can somewhat tell,
- Please take these, - Okay,
OEDIPUS THE KING
You must like reading,
I'm a writer, Occasionally,
Really?
Yes,
Would you like to read my work?
Of course,
Thank you,
It never happened, though,
He was all talk,
Hey…
I have a favor to ask,
For bringing back memories of his youth,
POTASSIUM
What are you looking for?
What do you want to take?
POTASSIUM
This,
Did the higher-ups tell you to?
No,
It's my decision,
Can't you leave it here?
It was given to me as a charm,
A charm?
Only because…
I have that am I able to live,
My journey can continue,
Do you understand me?
I'm completely terrified,
Please don't take it from me,
I saw nothing,
Let's leave it at that,
It's freezing,
Yes,
So,
what are you here for?
Well, that's fine,
Yes?
I can't explain it well,
What?
The day before last,
I heard you and Mr, Naruse's conversation,
It made me realize something,
What's this about?
You want to save him,
but you can't,
so, you just stay by his side
and talk with him,
It reminded me of being a kid,
What's up with that?
We…
I mean, I don't mean to speak for you,
but we are humans before we are doctors,
We're human,
Doctors and patients,
we're all human,
EXIT
Naruse!
Come on, What are you doing?
Come on,
Quickly,
Naruse!
Yo,
Let's go,
It's the music room,
Do you remember?
If I remember, behind this door…
Look, it's still there!
I WANT TO BECOME A NOVELIST - NARUSE I WANT TO BE A DESIGNER IN TOKYO - NAKANO
I remember us messing around here,
like we were in a drama,
Here,
Right here,
Okay,
Go to Tokyo…
So embarrassing,
I heard fireworks,
Everyone
must have forgotten by now,
Huh?
Once I die…
Hey, Old Man,
Didn't you forget until Yuri told you?
You just remembered now,
Honestly, I still can't remember,
I'm still wondering if it happened,
I mean, why the music room--
Old men like you usually live 22,000 days,
It's only natural to forget a few,
But something this important…
It makes me think,
People only remember the good times,
My memories might be broken up,
I think your life
has been even better than you remember,
You've just forgotten,
That sounds nice,
People don't usually prepare so thoroughly to die,
Lots of people die
despite having plans for the next day,
That's true,
But that's just
one of the many ways to die,
- I found a great spot, - Huh?
For a picnic, A rooftop picnic,
A nighttime rooftop picnic,
I'm having so much fun,
How amazing,
And with fireworks included,
Well then, I'll sit here,
- If anything happens… - What?
Hey!
- Doctor, take this, - Hey!
Well, that's fine,
What's this?
Am I supposed to do this?
Yes, just like that,
It hasn't changed at all,
There's no reason it shouldn't,
How should I say?
Neither has your laugh,
Did we always have winter fireworks?
I think it started seven years ago,
For tourism or something,
Mama!
Mom, come here!
Okay!
Wow, look at this,
Look, look,
Look this way!
Look at the camera,
Smile,
Oh, it finished!
I've lost…
everything,
Thank you for coming,
I didn't expect you to be here,
I moved around a bit after getting married,
but I came back,
I wonder how many years it's been,
Do you have kids?
I couldn't,
That may be why I got divorced,
Oh, it looks like a heart!
There are so many now,
There are,
Hey,
you never showed me what you wrote in high school,
Is your book finished?
- Not yet, - Not yet?
I've just got a bit more left,
Do your best,
I never finished it,
But I still read it,
Since you became a pro,
You've been amazing, a real novelist,
Not at all,
Naruse?
- Who are you calling? - Doctor Sakura,
- Hang on, - What?
Could we stay together a bit longer?
I just called,
Really?
Hang on,
I liked you,
Really?
Me too,
What?
I could never work up the courage to say it,
Naruse,
He must have said something,
Even though I told him not to,
Old Man, are you okay?
You…
Naruse, you're wrong!
I've applied a stabilizer and sedative,
so, he should be resting for a bit,
Um…
Yes?
Um…
What is it?
Are you stupid?
Oh, I'm sorry!
But we'd be worried without you,
No, he'll be fine,
Let me know if anything happens,
I'm going out to smoke…
I don't smoke,
I've got some work to do,
Naruse,
What?
You're wrong,
It's not because you're dying,
I really liked you,
Don't say I'm going to die,
Sorry,
Although it's true,
Can I touch your face?
That's…
Does it hurt?
My face doesn't hurt,
Then…
I just now did what I couldn't back then,
I'm no longer a high school student,
I'm no longer young,
Sorry about that,
Idiot,
- Okay, - Oh,
Oh, you're alive,
Yes, I'm alive,
I threw out your resignation letter,
You're coming back,
Huh?
I'm not coming back,
I believe you,
What do you mean?
That I'll go back to forcing patients to live?
I…
I don't think
that the last three months of my mother's life
were needed for her at all,
We were just delaying the inevitable,
What did she do for those three months?
She only suffered,
The doctors did nothing for her!
Aren't humans
so greedy to keep reproducing?
We have infertility treatment,
egg cryopreservation,
and sperm banks,
When it comes to giving birth,
we do so much that defies God's will,
And yet,
why must it all end in death?
As if He pretends not to see,
Giving birth is more interesting,
May I hang up?
Listen, Sakura,
Doctors save people's lives,
That is our duty,
You're wrong,
I want to save their view of life,
Is that why you brought the potassium?
Are you a God?
Choosing whether people live or die
is not your right to decide,
Nobody has that right,
But there is no God!
There is no God…
so, I must do it,
Sakura,
Don't persevere too much,
Don't become too soft,
I'm worried about you,
Hey…
- Yes? - Naruse needs you,
I'll be right there,
Sorry, I have to hang up,
It's okay, He's alive,
The medicine makes people sleepy,
I see,
I see…
Here,
Oh, thank you,
Will you be back tomorrow?
He said to stop,
He said this would be the last time,
Old Man said that? Oh, I mean, Mr, Naruse said that?
He wanted to keep things beautiful,
He wanted me to remember him that way,
He didn't want to show me when he's weak,
It's so like him,
I'll be off,
- Be safe, - Thank you,
Old Man,
Old Man?
Please let me die, Please,
- What? - I've…
I've had enough,
I've had this strange adventure with you
and remembered my youth,
Now, let me die,
I understand,
I don't want to,
I don't want
- you to die, - What?
I want to talk to you again tomorrow,
I want to see your smiling face,
You don't even need to smile,
You can even sleep,
I don't want you to leave this world,
What are you talking about?
That's your ego talking,
Just as you always say,
I don't want to be full of tubes
and be forced to stay alive,
Fine, it's my ego,
I just don't want you to die,
I like being with you,
Gross!
That hurts!
Why…
Why must the dying person's feelings come before mine?
I have feelings too,
The person you leave has feelings too,
It's my illness,
It's my life!
Even so…
Even so,
would you live for me instead?
At least until tomorrow?
If I must,
If Dr, Youngster wants it that bad…
I'll eventually die anyway, so, no rush,
I already suffered today anyway,
I'll live another day,
When tomorrow comes, your mood will change,
I don't care!
It hurts,
Three hours haven't passed yet,
You devil,
I suppose you're right,
Humans live not just for themselves
but for others as well,
If it were only for themselves,
it'd be quite dull,
You can sleep great after all that,
Saying you'd be left behind…
The sea?
Yes,
I want to see
the sea again,
The Torii at the sea…
Daddy!
Look!
Wait, wait,
Chihiro, don't go,
I won't,
I got it!
I had a daughter,
Really?
My wife died,
and I haven't seen her since,
I haven't seen
my daughter for decades,
Where is she?
Old Man!
Let's go!
Shouldn't the final destination for our journey be right here?
Miyagi Prefecture, Sendai City,
NARUSE CHIHIRO MIYAGI SENDAI
Are you okay?
I've become light,
- Your weight? - No,
The weight of my life has decreased,
It should be around here,
NO BIKING
Huh?
- That's her, - Huh?
That's Chihiro,
She seems happy,
That's good, That's enough,
Mrs, Chihiro,
Mrs, Chihiro!
I'm sorry,
Old Man, Old Man!
We've come this far,
Please come in,
Sorry, my house was a mess, so…
Well, I'll be out for a walk,
Do you want something to drink?
Some coffee,
Excuse me, One more coffee,
Okay, got it!
I've gotten old, haven't I?
I don't remember the past that well,
I see,
You've gotten bigger,
Bigger, but…
I'm over 30 years old,
You didn't come to Mom's funeral,
I'm sorry,
It's almost her seventh anniversary,
I didn't know if I had the right to go,
And I didn't know anything until I heard about her death,
But when I go to Heaven,
I'll apologize to her,
Huh?
I mean,
I'm going to die too,
Thank you for waiting,
Thank you,
That's right,
I never wrote back to your New Year's card,
It was just a generic one that I sent as a formality,
Is your marriage going well?
Sorry for being nosy,
I was lonely after mom died, so, I got married,
I see,
But I'm happy,
That's good,
Um…
Mom had a boyfriend,
After you left,
she worked as a temporary employee,
as she built her own company,
It was a small company,
She did that, huh?
That's crazy,
Her life completely changed, and I had no idea,
What?
What is it?
I was naive,
I thought she would always think of me,
Or so I thought,
That's why
she didn't call you until she died,
I think Mom didn't want her boyfriend to find out,
I see,
She loved him that much, huh?
I'm sorry for coming by,
It'll be dinnertime soon,
Yes,
Don't think anything of it,
I thought I might write a book about this area,
so…
you know,
I was just peeking around,
- See you, - I see,
Dad,
Stay healthy,
Yeah,
You too,
The medicine isn't working anymore,
Even an amateur like me can tell,
Isn't it time for me to go?
It's hard and painful,
Please put me to rest…
with your magic potion,
It's time,
I understand,
Thank you,
First, I'll administer Propofol,
When I do, you will peacefully come to rest,
PROPOFOL
Why are there two?
Are you…
planning to die?
After I die,
are you planning to die too?
For what?
It's true
that I don't understand your bodily pain,
But…
my heart has come to hurt too,
My chest hurts, Ever since then,
Because you failed that operation?
I didn't fail the operation!
That was the rumor among the nurses,
Your mentor's operation,
During your high school mentor's operation,
your hand began to shake,
- Metzen, - Okay,
Hey,
What are you doing, Sakura?
Hey, Sakura!
- Replace him, - Yes, sir,
- Follow me, - Yes, sir,
Tweezers,
Since then,
I could never hold a scalpel again,
And then,
my wife left me,
She didn't like me
but the genius surgeon that I once was,
She lost interest
when I went to the department of psychosomatic medicine,
There was another man,
That…
is in your past,
You have a future,
Live on,
You must live on,
The tomorrow you're throwing away
is what another person would give an arm and a leg for,
Live for me,
Why…
Why do I have to live? Tell me!
Because you were born,
You were born so you can live,
Exploring the past made my heart open up,
I've lived until now,
I…
want to go to your hospital
and die under your care,
Let's go back,
What?
Until then,
I will live until death,
Old Man,
Come here,
THREE YEARS LATER
Pardon me,
RELIEF CARE SPECIALIST TEAM
These are Mr, Tsukino and Mr, Akiyama's files,
Please return them by this weekend,
And with that, I'd like to continue the medication,
Thank you very much,
Her feelings have not once changed,
For the past month, she's wanted to be sedated,
SEDATION: A SEDATIVE IS ADMINISTERED
TO PUT THE PATIENT UNCONSCIOUS FOR THEIR COMFORT
She's in pain every moment she's awake,
Isn't it too early? What about her family?
It can be appealed and puts the hospital at risk,
It'd be scary,
Risk to the hospital?
Who are we caring for?
Who is the sedative for?
Why can't the patient decide how they go?
Doctor,
We'll never come to a resolution that way,
It got heated,
Let's plan a strategy for the next conference,
Look who's talking,
- Alright, - I'll have the fish,
And it took two hours…
I'm beat,
At Relief Care, anybody can administer sedatives,
There's no technique needed,
The doctors are what makes them better,
What?
I think it's more difficult than the Batista operation,
What?
It's not here,
but here and here, You need a heart,
You all could never do it,
Old Man, are you well?
I'm doing fine, I'm trying my best,
I ended up moving to Relief Care,
I still don't understand this field,
but I want to protect the patients' lives,
I want to allow the patients to die peacefully,
I don't want them to think, "I can finally leave this world behind,"
I want them to end their life thinking, "This world wasn't so bad after all,"
Because this world isn't bad at all,
That's what you taught me,
It was so good, those sausages,
They were,
When I die,
it'll all be gone,
I'll remember you, I'll never forget,
Become a good doctor,
Make more patients happy,
just like me,
Don't cry,
Dr, Youngster,
Old Man,
Hang on, Just a bit more,
I called Mrs, Chihiro,
Old Man,
Old Man! Mrs, Chihiro is here,
Dad,
Dad, I wanted to introduce you to someone,
This is my son,
Kai,
Grandpa,
Look,
he's your grandson,
He's a boy,
but he loves stuffed animals,
and I gave him my favorite bunny,
He's your grandpa,
Dad,
Old Man smiled for the last time,
He shouldn't have been conscious, but I'm sure he smiled,
It was the biggest smile I've ever seen,
It's still etched in my memory,
Your condition seems great,
As long as
I'm still me,
I can't become happy,
This illness
has always been with me,
That may be true,
But even if you can't become happy,
haven't you had moments of happiness?
Don't you occasionally
laugh at people's jokes?
When the weather is great,
doesn't your mood get a little better?
Look, that tea over there,
didn't it taste good?
Doctor,
Do you ever feel glad that you're handsome?
Thanks,
Is happiness the goal?
I think it's more like
a nice, rewarding breeze
that you feel when you're alive,
Doctor,
I'm going to have a quick nap,
I'm falling asleep,
Speaking of which,
sleeping brings me happiness too,
Oh, Your sedative may be taking effect,
Doctor?
Would you
hold my hand?
Huh?
I mean, if you're okay with it,
It feels just like when my son was young,
and my husband's hand,
who passed away long ago,
It feels like when I was young
and held my mother's hand,
I wish my hands were so perfect,
Doctor…
These are tears of joy,
I know,
Old Man, I am alive,
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