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Tracy: We went in, and they said, you know,
"This tumor's had such a growth spurt
that we need to make sure that this isn't a high-grade glioma,"
And I said, "Well, what if it is?"
They said, "Your daughter will not live
to see her second birthday,"
Thank you for allowing people to open their minds, Lord,
to see that this is your gift to us, your gift from heaven,
that you have given us this medicine to treat our babies,
Woman: When we found out about Sophie's brain tumor,
I had no idea this would be the gift from God to her,
-Amen, -Amen,
Smith: When your kid's got cancer,
the rule book goes out the window, really,
You need to get them well, and you need to do
everything that you can to make them well,
And I wouldn't feel right
if I didn't explore everything that there was,
Chris: They found over 20 tumors in his chest,
At that time, Dr, Storch told us,
"Now is the time to do alternative medicine,"
Reiman: People have been using cannabis as a medicine
for 5,000 years,
THC has always been kind of the star of the show,
because it's the most psychoactive,
But then research started showing
that there were a lot of other cannabinoids in the plant
that had as many, if not more, therapeutic effects,
For me, one of the most exciting areas is,
is cannabis an anti-cancer agent?
The number of different ways
that cannabis and cannabinoids in the test tube
seem to suppress cancer is quite impressive,
In oncology, we often say,
"The plural of anecdote is not evidence,"
Cancer cells plus cannabis together in a Petri dish,
We know what happens there,
There's a lot of studies that show that,
-Right, -We do not have human studies,
and certainly, we don't have studies in pediatrics,
Blood pressure's perfect, Yeah,
Levy: If we want to use marijuana as a medicine,
we need to make it a medicine, We haven't done that yet,
My friend dying from pancreatic cancer can't wait for studies,
Goldberg: Yeah, That's the problem,
-My child can't wait, -[applause]
Jim: The controversy about it kind of makes me mad,
because it's at the cost of our children,
You know, it's at the cost of our loved ones,
A lot of people don't want to try this
because of the reputation,
Nadelmann: One can argue that there's a human right
to have the government provide you with a medicine,
But at the very least, there has to be a consensus
that the government should never deprive you of access
to a medicine which can be helpful,
Woman: Why as a society are we denying people
the use of something that I have seen firsthand
over and over and over again be helpful?
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Tracy: You ready to kick cancer in the butt?
[laughing] Yay!
Oh, so excited!
Smith: It started off with a swollen tonsil,
which I just thought was a throat infection,
so it didn't concern me too much,
So, then the lump didn't go away with antibiotics,
So we got admitted, and that's when they thought
he had ten days before it blocked his airways,
and eight days later, he got the diagnosis,
I was really surprised when the doctor came in
and handed me this treatment plan,
And I just thought,
"That's really odd that it's already been designed,"
And then I realized that it was one-size-fits-all
for that particular diagnosis, that type of cancer,
Then I was quite worried when he said,
"Oh, this was devised in the '70s,"
And I said, "What, it's not been changed since the '70s?"
And he said, "Oh, well, yeah, slightly, you know,
but fundamentally, because kids' cancer is quite rare,
not much research gets done," which I find quite worrying,
because you'd hope that with medical advances,
things would have changed slightly,
He is the single worst case of chemo-induced nausea
that they've ever seen,
Literally, we've tried everything that they have
on their list of options, We've tried everything,
And then there was the marijuana,
And marijuana's the only thing that's really --
I mean, it doesn't work all the time,
but when it works, it really, really works,
Then I started reading about cannabis oil
and the anti-tumor properties of it,
and I thought, "Well, if we're using it to treat the symptoms,
we might as well give him the anti-tumor dose
at the same time,"
It's all about supporting the side effects
and helping the chemo
to do its job of getting rid of the cancer,
They're the two main things that I'm trying to do with this,
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A,J, Kephart: When we first came here, I was kind of clueless,
I had no idea what pediatric oncology meant,
So that was terrifying,
Even though I've done this, like, more than 100 times,
I still get a little afraid of the needle,
Hello,
Come on in, A,J,
-Hi, Rosemary, -Hi, How are you?
I'm tired, but good, How are you doing?
-Rosemary: Good, Thank you, -That's good,
Nurse: We're gonna count one to three, Ready?
Yeah, And then "three's" when you put it in, like always?
Nurse: One, two, three,
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Chris: A,J,'s 17 years old now,
We first found out that he had cancer -- He was 13?
-Mm-hmm, -He was 13 years old,
We found out that it was osteosarcoma cancer --
bone cancer,
By the time that they caught it, he was already stage IV,
I believe it was the second chemo,
his lungs collapsed,
because the cancer had spread to his lungs,
also being stage IV,
That trip was like six, eight weeks solid
in the hospital, that she lived in the hospital with him,
It came back again, and it was basically in his spine,
I think they took out two, three, and four
and then put a steel cage in,
Sheila: And they removed his ribs,
Chris: And then they removed some of his ribs
where it was attached to,
I think one or two on each side?
-Two on each side, -Two on each side,
Since my hand has kind of been messed up
after one of the surgeries on my back,
they had to sever some of the nerves,
and those nerves were going to my hand,
So, my fire button
used to be my mouse 1,
But I changed it to looking into my dinosaurs inventory instead,
Chris: Month and a half after the surgery,
he was sick, he didn't feel good,
They found over 20 tumors in his chest,
It was very bleak at that point,
and A,J, does not know how bleak it was,
We've never told him that,
He's a 17-year-old kid,
He needs to concentrate on getting better,
A,J,: Bronto is down for the count,
Hey, survival of the fittest,
Chris: This is the raw oil form that we get when we buy it,
A,J,: When we started using it, we had to get a permit,
and then we could start actually getting it from the dealer,
I guess is the right term -- distributor?
I'm not sure what the correct term is
to not make it look bad or sound bad, [laughs]
Sheila and A,J, get out and go upstairs,
and I'm driving the truck in Beverly Hills,
circling the parking lot, trying to find a place to park,
I can't, I can't even find a place to park,
She gets in the truck, A,J, gets in the truck,
and she's got this little, teeny bag
and I'm like, "Okay, so, what was it?"
And she's crying, and she's like,
"I wish you could have been there
because of all these questions,"
And I'm like, "Okay, so, I'm curious,
What is this stuff? What is it?
What is it, and how much did we spend?"
-A,J,: Yeah, -And so she pulls out
these two little syringes
that are like 10 grams or 10 milliliters,
It's supposedly all the same or something like that,
And there's two of them, And she goes,
"This was $1,010 for those two,"
And I'm like [gasps]
It's our son, What do you do?
-Gordon: Hi, Tracy, -Hi,
-So nice to meet you, -So nice to meet you,
Thank you so much for coming all this way,
Oh, honey, it's my pleasure,
-This is Sophie, -Hi, Sophie,
We just got her up from her nap,
Yeah, she's still waking up,
-Ohh! -Man: She's so aware,
-Oh, she is, -Yeah, she's quite
-the special little baby, -She's always been that way,
Neither one of us could imagine
putting our tiny, little baby through chemo,
And the day that we decided to not do chemo
was the day that I felt like I could breathe again,
and I'm sure he would say the same,
-Josh: Oh, yeah, -It's just so counterintuitive
-to do it, -Ugh,
Josh: We got the scans,
said it was an optic pathway glioma,
Tracy: Here's the core of the mass
sitting right there on the optic cross,
Gordon: These are excellent pictures,
Tracy: Here, Oh, and this is only one of them,
And then, here,
This one is of her spine, Her spine's totally clear,
so it has not metastasized or spread in any way,
'Cause that's the most natural, normal place for it to go,
Tracy: Yeah, she has none of that,
Gordon: Okay, Let me just mention this,
I don't have medical training,
I don't claim to have medical training,
I just have something that I feel is more important,
and that's experience,
We're gonna have to experiment, There might be times
when, as we're figuring out what her dose is,
we might go, "Oh, okay, that's too much,"
It can't hurt her,
If it is too much, all it's gonna take
is the hours of it getting out of her system,
Tracy: System, And that's what we love so much about this
is that she's not gonna be suffering,
She's not gonna be in pain,
We don't have to watch her deteriorate,
-She's perfect health-wise, -Yeah,
She's had one cold in nine months,
and that's 'cause Daddy gave it to her,
Except for that damn cancer,
Except for that huge mass in her brain,
-Except for that mass, -That's the only thing, yeah,
So, literally, 1,000 stars had to align
for us to finally change our mind on cannabis,
That was the only thing that we just completely dismissed
and refused to research,
because we just thought it was so ridiculous,
We looked at everything else but that,
Tracy: And it was all from Facebook,
One of those mommies said, "Look, there's a lot
of legitimate science going on around it,"
So we started really looking
at this positive research on cannabis,
And I said, "Honey, this could be it,"
So, how do we,,,?
For the first time, I'll just go ahead and do it, okay?
Tracy: Okay, sure,
Gordon: Now, I'm giving her a tiny, tiny amount
-this first time, okay? -Tracy: Okay,
Gordon: 'Cause she's never been exposed to this,
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And then you draw back on this so it doesn't keep pouring out,
-Tracy: Okay, -Okay?
Tracy: Here, let Mama, Look at Mama, Oh, here we go,
-Yay! -Good girl, High-five,
-Yay! -Yay! High-five! High-five!
-It's okay! -Tracy: Good job, honey!
Will she feel any of the THC,
-or is that CBD gonna counter? -She may, We won't know
-until she -- -Till she -- Till she,,,
-Everybody's different, -Yeah,
If she has her breakfast at 10:30,
then you're not gonna be giving her this
-until probably 11:30 or so, -Right,
And then we don't have time to get three doses in,
-Okay, -So let's start out at two doses
-and see how she does, -We can wake her up earlier,
I know, I know, But let's do as little to disrupt your day,
-Okay, -Two is gonna be fine,
It's not gonna be the -- I know how it --
I've come to learn over the years
that we're not that powerful,
We can do the best we can, We can, you know, whatever,
but whatever's gonna happen, it's gonna happen,
You know, we're just not that powerful,
[voice breaking] I just want to do what's best for her,
I know, And I know, and I understand that,
And you're a wonderful, wonderful mother,
and you're doing an amazing job,
Tracy: Thank you,
So, for now, let's just start with two a day,
Okay,
Well, we're awfully happy to be able to help
-and be part of her journey, -Oh, we're happy to have you,
-We really, truly are, -Yeah,
-Oh, my gosh, -We cannot tell you
how much this means to us,
Yeah,
-Oh, yeah, -Oh, yes,
-Let's put her to sleep, -You want to go lay --
You want to go night-night, baba?
-Want to go night-night? -Want to go night-night?
Mommy get you some milk ready,
-"Actually,,, -Sophie,
we're gonna get you better,
Tracy: ,,,it's a little bit past my nap,"
You're gonna live a long life,
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Stewart: This is ground up like a medium-ground coffee grind,
It's what we've found works out the best,
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-Better with no bubbles, -Kind of looks like --
Completely decarboxylated, All the air,,,
I went in for a pretty routine surgery,
When I got out, I had hospital-acquired
spinal meningitis,
They sent me home from the hospital
on fentanyl patches, morphine,
all kinds of horrible drugs,
and basically said, "Here, this is the rest of your life,"
I'd gone from being this incredibly vibrant,
can-do, can-do-anything person
to, "I'm the one sitting there watching
while everybody else is living their life,
and I'm doing nothing,"
I identify as a Dallas girl,
as a Texan in a lot of ways,
a Jewish Texan, which is even weirder,
I never liked cannabis,
I was one of those people that smoked pot a few times
and was like, "Eh, I don't like the way it makes me feel,"
On the other hand, I had to do something,
because life was becoming less worthwhile living
day by day,
Oh, it's gorgeous,
Okay,
Be careful with that water while I'm over here with the weed,
-You know how I feel about that, -All done,
Stewart: It's done, There's not even a dose left in that,
Okay, Want to taste it?
Ohh, It's gorgeous,
Purple Urkle,
Gordon: What I found was: no consistency,
no predictability,
certainly nothing that remotely resembled medicine,
So, as a process engineer, I'm gonna have to do it myself,
Stewart: We learned that we had to activate it first
or decarboxylate it,
and then you can cook that into an oil base,
And so we went in the cookbook
and tried to find the recipe with the most oil in it,
Gordon: The first thing I made was my Aunt Zelda's carrot cake,
I can gauge how strong I made it
by how much of regular oil
versus infused oil I put in it,
Then we would weigh the piece
and know exactly what the dose was
in each and every piece, And that's called medicine,
What's happened just from having the cannabis
as far as improving my health has just been miraculous,
Hey, Nance, Mara here, I just wanted to let you know --
I know you've got the ,054 capsules of the Cannatonic,
If there's any way you can back off a little bit
on the morphine and oxycodone, that would be really great,
I have to make up the medicine for Linda,
Got Marie,
The way I manage this is pretty much
with my hair on fire all the time,
Unfortunately, it's just Stewart and me,
Stewart: The biggest problem with cannabis
is that everybody has such a different tolerance for it
that the biggest problem is dosing,
And that's why we're dosing specialists,
Gordon: Now, what do you recommend
for Linda for her cancer?
She's at stage IV, It's in both lungs now,
It's all through her abdomen,
So we really have to get aggressive at this point,
-Stewart: Mm-hmm, -But she doesn't want to have
that feeling of that "stoniness" with the high THC,
I was thinking about putting her on the Williams Wonder
and then cutting it with the Cannatonic,
That's a good plan,
Okay,
Marie,
Gordon: As many people as we can help,
I mean, we just can't say no,
I mean, how can you say no to a needy person?
I mean, how can we send them somewhere
where they're just gonna get bad product or bad information?
The whole protocol's gonna be about a pound,
which is like $1,200 is about what we pay for it,
And we just pass that on to you, and then we cover the overhead,
Well, how did you find us? Google!
I didn't even know we were on Google,
Take care, Help's on the way,
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That looks great,
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Seizure reduction went from 30%
-to 70% seizure reduction, -Wow,
Goldstein: I've been a physician now for 24 years,
I made the change from pediatric ER to cannabis practice
because I knew someone who was using medical cannabis
who was sick,
And seeing her do so well with this, I thought,
"Wow, here I am, a doctor,
and I don't even have an opinion 'cause I don't know,"
So that's kind of where, then, I started that quest
for knowledge to make myself a person who understands this
and then can help other people understand it,
Good morning, everybody, and thank you for getting up early
to come here and hear me speak,
I have seen things that we can call miracles,
and I think it's really important to understand
that to a family that's suffering,
it feels like a miracle, but it's really just science,
and there's no reason to be afraid of it
and there's no reason that this is not an option
for everyone,
In 1988, researchers discovered living things -- humans --
have cannabinoid receptors in their brains,
Aggarwal: Most people are familiar with dopamine,
serotonin, norepinephrine -- classical neurotransmitters,
Neurotransmitters are chemicals
that allow neurons to talk to each other,
When neuron "A" talks to neuron "B,"
it sends a chemical messenger across the synapse,
and that binds to receptors at neuron "B,"
and then that turns into electricity,
Ware: What we've discovered is that there's a --
part of that system is governed by cannabinoid compounds,
These are just molecules that we have
that bind to these specific receptors,
And they seem to play a role in smoothing out
the whole communication process,
It seems to be so important
that a group at NIH recently published a review
and said that the endocannabinoid system
is involved in essentially all human diseases,
Now, that's a very strong statement, Very strong,
Those receptors are not there for the cannabis plant,
but it turns out that the cannabis plant compounds
called cannabinoids work at those receptors,
Ware: So, when you take a cannabinoid in from outside
by smoking or vaporizing or eating or a pharmaceutical,
you are somehow tinkering with that system
and adjusting the way in which those nerves
and muscles and communications happen,
I often joke around with my patients,
it's not magic fairy dust, it's not voodoo --
there are chemical compounds in the plant
that interact with the cells in our brains
and in our bodies and have certain reactions,
It's the same as every other drug,
It just came from a plant,
Harris: I, as an herbalist, felt duped, felt lied to,
'cause I tell people about magnificent herbs all the time,
Cannabis was just off-limits,
I mean, I was in that culture of it,
I thought it was this poisonous weed,
I have nine children,
and I have seen a lot of people with cancer,
These experiences are just too overwhelming to ignore,
I looked at my books and said,
"There has to be cannabis in here,
I've never looked for it,"
And it was everywhere,
They start out with, "This is so well-known
to every good housewife in the country
that I shall not need to write a description of it,"
And then it goes down to tell you,
including how to use the roots,
And this book is --
This book is 1805,
All of these tabs are references to cannabis
and how to use cannabis,
We lost this! This is a tool we really need,
and we're not too stupid to do it,
We're not too stupid to handle this plant,
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Bearman: My father said to me, "You know,
when I was at the University of Minnesota
School of Pharmacy in 1928, one of the assignments we had
was to make tincture of cannabis,
And we had to be very careful,
because the alcohol was illegal,"
I thought, "Well, how quaint, you know,
but we don't use plants anymore,"
And it probably took me a good 15 or 20 years
to really appreciate that this stuff still was medicine,
Nadelmann: It was part of the pharmacopeia, you know,
well into the 20th century,
It was a frequently prescribed medication --
not to smoke it, but in its tinctures, et cetera,
And if you look at, then, why and how it was criminalized,
really, the key factor was the role
of racism and xenophobia,
anti-Mexican sentiment,
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People often point their finger at Harry Anslinger,
who was the founder,
the first head of the Federal Bureau of Narcotics,
But, in fact, he didn't start off
being an anti-marijuana ideologue,
It was really as the '30s progressed
that he began to see the political opportunity in this,
The Marijuana Tax Act of 1937
is basically a prohibition law,
The American Medical Association told Congress in 1937,
"We sent a representative and said
that you should not ban this substance,
because substantial medical uses and developments
will be neglected, and also,
there's things that we're already using this for
that we don't have substitutes for,"
Is this a medicine?
Cannabis has been a medicine for 3,000 years,
It only hasn't been a medicine in this country for 70 years,
I think it's a medicine,
It's 70 years of propaganda that you're trying to fight against,
and that's not something that's gonna change overnight,
I mean, honestly, you know, a lot of people
look at me and say, "Really?
You would have given your 7-year-old child marijuana?"
And with what I know now, absolutely,
But if you'd have asked me that same question
four, five years ago,
I probably would have been in that skeptical camp,
You know, unfortunately,
the parents know a lot more about this
than the doctors do, because when you become so desperate
that you're willing to try anything, you learn,
And if I cry, I apologize,
but a day before my son passed away,
I prayed to God to take him,
because the suffering was just too bad,
And if I can help one parent, just one,
not make that prayer of desperation,
that's what my goal is in life now,
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Tracy: Here's her bottle, Give Mama a kiss,
Say, "Nap time, I'll see you -- I'll see you in an hour,"
This is her cannabis oil regimen that we have right now,
"CT" stands for the Cannatonic,
We give her the size of about 1/2 grain of rice
two times a day,
So, this is what Sophie looks like
when she starts to feel the effects of her medicine,
She's not moving around as much,
and she's a little sleepy-faced, but this is it,
It is day eight
since we first started giving her the cannabis oil,
She, as of today, is starting to get two different oils,
So, considering that a little bit of sleepiness
is all we're seeing as a side effect,
I'd say this has definitely been a much better alternative
to the chemo thus far,
All right, let's see if we can get her to take it,
Come on, honey,
Good girl,
There you go,
We just put a little drop on her pacifier,
Tiny, tiny little drop,
We're gonna give that to her while she's sleeping,
So, we had to up Sophie's medicine,
She's in a very good mood,
Aren't you, honey?
Are you happy right now?
She is playful
and laughing and smiling,
Yeah, I'm just glad you guys are supporting us
holding off on the chemo,
Cheng: We recognize with this diagnosis,
you know, there is some room here
in terms of exploring complementary therapies,
But in general, we have
a historical standard of care that we have,
As long as we keep that in mind, you know,,,
-Tracy: Absolutely, -,,,moving forward, for sure,
we definitely can intervene at any time,
And she already has the port device in place,
Tracy: It's already there,
They all know what our treatment plan is,
They all know we're using the oils,
They've had nothing negative to say,
They haven't thought in any way, shape, or form
we're being bad parents or doing anything
that is harmful to our child in any way, which is fantastic,
because we wouldn't do it if our doctors didn't support us,
He did bring up, you know, the "chemo" word,
which, yeah, I even hate talking about it,
We still believe in our hearts that this is gonna work,
I mean, she's thriving right now,
Her eye's getting better,
and I don't know if it means anything,
and Dr, Cheng couldn't tell us if it means anything,
because you don't know until you actually do the MRI scan,
If I looked at it from a logical standpoint,
as the tumor gets smaller and releases pressure,
the eye shakes less,
That, to me, is logical thinking,
-Right, -So I'm gonna go with logic
and say that the tumor's already getting smaller,
That's what I'm gonna go with,
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Man: Oh, yeah, Oh, yeah,
Oh, A,J, has to see the doctor,
[indistinct conversations]
He has to see the doctor so he can get some more medicine,
If you're good -- If we good, we're gonna go
get some chocolate, and Dad gonna get some,
Goldstein: Let me check your eyeballs, Look at my nose,
Okay, now, can you follow the light with your eyes?
Don't move your head,
Look up,
Angela Peterson,: We went to the pediatricians,
-Goldstein: Okay, -They evaluated him,
and that's when she sent us to the ER
and said that we probably would not return home,
because she realized that it was serious,
Goldstein: Right, so they diagnosed it based on
what they saw on the CAT scan
-and the MRI, right? -Yes, ma'am,
Goldstein: And then what did they tell you?
Angela: What they normally do is radiation,
It had to be done, like, right away,
because he was already to the point
where he couldn't swallow by the time we --
like, the first day of being in the hospital,
Goldstein: And what did they tell you his prognosis is?
Well, they suspect six to nine months of life,
After that, then it would be the end for him,
Goldstein: So, they shrunk it to give him more quality of life,
-Angela: Right, Yes, ma'am, -Goldstein: Right, Okay,
And they had nothing more to offer,
Goldstein: That's so scary,
-Yeah, Yeah, -It is,
In the state of California,
my job as a medical cannabis consultant
is to determine whether or not A,J, qualifies based on the law
for medical cannabis, and he does, okay?
So you're gonna -- I'm gonna get you the letter,
Everybody talks about a card,
It's not a card, It's a letter,
And in that letter, I make the statement that he qualifies
and that I'm approving him to use it, okay?
You've probably heard stories of some of the other patients
that have had brain tumors
that are responding to high-dose cannabis oil,
-Yes, ma'am, -There are no guarantees,
because I have to tell you there's no clinical trials,
There's no --
"Oh, I have had 10 kids with the same tumor,
and we studied them, and half of them got placebo,
and half of them" -- It just doesn't exist,
He's still within two months of being diagnosed,
-Angela: Right, -It's still pretty early, right,
even though it's a fairly aggressive tumor,
-Angela: Right, -You're not coming here
saying, you know, "We have --
You know, they gave us two weeks,"
You have some time here, which is really good,
-Okay, -Okay?
-There are some side effects, -Okay,
They're not like side effects of chemo,
-which are devastating, -Right, Right,
It's, to me, nothing to be afraid of at this point, right,
because for him, I mean, you know,
not to be dramatic about it, but it's life-and-death,
I mean, you're not getting any other options here,
And as a mom myself, I would do it in a heartbeat
knowing what I know and seeing what I've seen,
-Okay? -Okay, Yes, ma'am,
What kind of medicine are we giving her?
Um, turmeric,
Turmeric? Mm,
Yeah, She doesn't care if it's spicy,
She's used to it,
Oh, what a brave girl, She's brave,
And then, what else do you give her?
I give her black medicine,
What do you give the black medicine on?
Ice cream,
Ice cream? What kind of ice cream?
The good kind,
Watch her take her black medicine,
Jim: You're gonna give your baby black meds?
Cecilia: Mm-hmm,
Jim: What does that do?
Cecilia: Make the cancer go away,
Jaclyn: I was deathly afraid
when I realized we were on the oncology ward,
Like, I remember them saying, "You have to wash your hands
before and after you leave the room because we're in oncology,
Oncology," And I was like -- It was like 4:00 in the morning,
I'm like, "What does oncology mean?
I'm sorry if I'm -- Like, I don't know what this means,"
And she's like, "This is the cancer" --
And then that's when it hit me
that my daughter, like, literally had cancer,
They sat me down, They're like, "This is a 97% curable rate,
She's going to finish this treatment,
She will go on to live a long, healthy life,
The side effects are very minimal,
Like, you have nothing to worry about it,
Just, like, trust us, We'll get you through this,
She has the best cancer that you can have,"
So we really did trust them,
Jim: She went through her six months of chemotherapy,
and then we went about four months out of treatment
without any evidence of the disease,
I remember I was at work, and I got a call from Jaclyn
saying that, you know, she was breathing weird,
Something wasn't right,
So we took her in the emergency room,
and she was diagnosed with stage IV complete metastasis,
Her right lung was covered top to bottom with cancer,
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This time, she would have four medications,
You have to have two new ones,
because, as everyone knows, cancer cells --
they become resilient to chemotherapy,
So you have to up it, It has to be stronger,
Jaclyn: This one was much more aggressive and harsh,
and right away, I mean, we could see her,
I mean, just, all the life that was in her was gone,
She was three-and-a-half,
and 19 pounds,
Jim: Yeah, We didn't know if she would survive it,
It wasn't looking very good for her,
and the hospital could not guarantee
her long-term survival,
And so we were able to opt out of treatment,
which is very rare,
It was an unpopular decision,
I personally did not believe
she was gonna survive the next round of chemotherapy,
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I think my worst fear was obviously losing my daughter
at home at my own hand,
Jaclyn: My uncle told us about the cannabis oil,
He gave me some to try,
Yeah, I was --
I thought it was -- I got liquid gold,
I was like, "Let's go," [chuckles]
So, three months after we opted out,
we did a scan,
and the 4,2 was down to 1,62 millimeters,
And the one that was slightly over 1 millimeter
was completely gone,
Of course, we believe that it was definitely the cannabis,
Wow! Can you give him besos?
I can honestly tell you here right now
that my daughter would not be alive today
if we had not done it,
I believe 100% that she is here because of that,
because of cannabinoids and because of our faith in God,
Smith: I don't doubt that it's definitely cannabis oil,
but we just don't know what's in it,
I mean, one of the problems with it not being regulated
and it not being controlled is you don't know what you --
I mean, you just have to trust
that the people that you're getting it from
are doing it the right way,
And I was just a bit concerned
because when I opened this,
it smelled kind of solvent-y,
But they said to leave it out to breathe,
But it would be interesting to know
what the components of this were,
It shouldn't be like that, should it?
There should be a place where you can go to
and you can get advice, You can get it tailored
to their treatment, tailored to, "This one at night,
This one in the morning,"
It should be available, and it just isn't,
And that's why we're all floundering in the dark, really,
Woman: Here you go, sweetie,
-So sorry, -Hey! It's okay!
-Are you Tracy? -Yes, nice to meet you,
-Lovely to meet you, -Come on in,
So sorry it's taken me so long to get here,
-This is Dr, Raber, -Hi, Angela,
-You can call me Jeff, -Heard lots about you, All good,
Raber: My job is public health and safety --
to make sure there's nothing here
like solvents or pesticides
or, you know, microbiological contaminants
that could cause harm in those fashions,
We've been kind of doing it in the dark, really,
So I'll be really grateful to hear your --
I mean, in the information age,
you can get a lot of bad information and some good info,
Well, that's the problem, yeah, That, to me --
It's a little bit solvent-y, but it's not too bad,
Do you think that's horribly solvent-y?
That smells really -- I mean, you can let Jeff smell it,
but it smells very solvent-y to me,
Josh: Yeah, there's something, Something different,
Well, there's definitely a little alcohol,
but it smells like rubbing alcohol,
-Tracy: Yeah, -Smith: Smell that one,
-Not like ethanol, -That one's worse, Try that one,
That one stinks,
That one I thought wasn't too bad,
No, that's rubbing alcohol,
That's isopropanol, You should not be eating that,
No, that's no good,
-And they do use that, -Oh, that is rubbing alcohol,
Raber: It's rubbing alcohol, That's not ethanol, No,
Smith: That's not food-grade alcohol,
That smells like -- That smells like the alcohol --
-And you're giving him -- Oh, -No, not that one, No,
I don't know if you've given him tremendously large amounts
that you need to be concerned about complete damage,
but it will, you know, be more difficult
on the liver to metabolize that,
and it could cause damage to certain cells,
When they're on chemo, and they're on other medications,
the liver's already on -- You know, it's pretty busy,
So we don't want to make it work harder,
Tracy: Worse, Chico's not gonna -- He's okay,
Okay,
And here's the other travesty -- $3,000,
-Smith: $3,300, -$3,000 --
for those three tiny, little pots,
Raber: That's disturbing,
-I know, -A lot,
Raber: The hardest part of what we do,
'cause I always have to be the disseminator of bad news --
If the government will let us start testing it
for medicinal purposes, that will help, as well,
because right now, and correct me if I'm wrong,
they're only allowing tests to happen
that show how it can hurt you, not how it can help you,
Raber: I believe it was, yeah, 6% of the studies
are currently funded for good purposes,
and 94% are looking at bad purposes,
Tracy: Yeah,
Nadelmann: The U,S, National Institute on Drug Abuse, NIDA,
funds the vast majority of drug-abuse research
not just in the United States, but in the world,
The way they encourage scientists and researchers
was all about trying to identify harms,
Congress, in 1970,
placed marijuana in the Schedule I category --
high potential for abuse, no medical use in treatment,
Nadelmann: Marijuana's in the same category
with heroin and LSD,
Cocaine is in a lower category -- Schedule II --
because it has "legitimate medical uses"
in some limited areas,
Reiman: Unfortunately, we still have this block
of the Schedule I status,
So the federal government is telling us
there's not enough research on cannabis to de-schedule it
from Schedule I, and then they're saying,
"But you can't do research because it's Schedule I,"
So it's put us in this really horrible position,
Aggarwal: The DEA's blocking recognition of this in science
on marijuana's medical efficacy,
and you just can't be in the dark about that
and say there's no currently accepted medical use
in treatment in the United States
and no standard for safety, That's a lie,
The first evidence that cannabis may have anti-cancer activity
actually came from our National Cancer Institute in 1974,
But mysteriously, those lines of investigation disappeared,
I started downloading studies like five years ago,
There were like 450 just on reference breast cancer,
And now there's maybe 30 on there,
Where'd all those go? Where'd they go?
Why'd they go off pubmed,gov?
Why is the government taking those studies off?
Luckily, there's research going on in other countries
that hopefully we'll be able to use to make a case
to de-schedule marijuana in the United States,
Gild: There are no prescriptions in America,
There's recommendations,
Doctors aren't allowed to prescribe cannabis,
They're allowed to recommend it,
In Israel, every one of the patients is prescribed cannabis,
It's a federal license,
And because it's a federal license,
the growers grow federally,
The patients use federally,
So research that's overseen by the federal government
is then being conducted,
So, you don't have that block,
So, the research started here in the '60s,
We were gifted with Professor Mechoulum,
He isolated the cannabinoid THC,
Mechoulum: How come morphine had been isolated
from opium 150 years previously,
and cocaine had been isolated from coca leaves
100 years previously,
and the active compound in cannabis
had never been isolated in pure form?
Its structure was unknown,
so it was impossible to do any biological work,
In science,
Israel is a very liberal country,
While in the U,S,, it was very difficult to do cannabis work,
here we had absolutely no problems,
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Gild: Dedi is the epitome of science,
the "go by the book,"
"study for your eight PhDs,"
and "work on curing cancer" type of guy
working with cannabis, which is unheard of today,
Meiri: When you put cannabis extract, or THC and CBD,
which are the main cannabinoids in the extract,
it can really kill the cancer in a way we call apoptosis,
Actually, the cells commit suicide,
Every cells in our body have, like, a checkpoint
that they are checking if there is a problem,
And if there is a problem, they will kill themselves,
They will commit suicide,
So what we see that cannabis is giving the cancer cells back
this ability that they lost,
In the first row, we can see colon cancer cell lines
growing in the black,
Every dots like this, this is cells,
When we're adding cannabis strain number 3, CB3,
we see all the cells are dying here --
100% of the cells dying here,
What is even more interesting in this image --
when we are growing colon cells which are not cancer cells,
and we're adding strain number 3,
nothing has happened, okay?
When we're adding the same strain
to the colon cancer cells, they died,
When we're adding it to the normal cells, they're not dying,
It's not affecting them,
The same thing with strain number 4,
In this image, it's very important
we see we're adding strain number 3 and 4
that kill the colon cancer and the breast cancer,
Here, it's not affecting the prostate cancer,
So it's very important to understand
which materials we have in these strains,
what are the pattern of cannabinoids interrupting there,
and why it's affecting one cancer and not the other,
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Guzman: We've been in the field of cannabis for about 20 years,
Sanchez: We started to do experiments with cancer cells,
and we were expecting other results,
We were doing metabolic studies,
and what we saw was something completely unexpected,
We were killing cancer cells,
So, these are one of the first experiments
we performed with animals,
We treated immune-deficient mice,
So, we injected glioblastoma
human cells underneath the skin,
and we generated these tumors,
And half of the animals were treated with cannabinoids,
in this case with THC,
and the other half received no cannabinoid treatment,
The tumors of these animals
that were not treated with cannabinoids
are way bigger than these other tumors,
More recently, we have been working on breast cancer,
And here we represent tumor volume,
how big the tumors are,
as time passes,
And this is how tumors
that are not treated with cannabinoids behave,
They grew, And this is the THC-treated population,
As you can see, they have less metastasis in the lungs,
and they have less tumors per animal than the control group,
So it works pretty well,
We are also realistic, and we know
that there are many therapies that have worked finally in mice,
and then they fail when they go to humans,
Of course, we need robust clinical trials to get to know,
finally, at last,
whether cannabinoids can be or not on a tumor
against imprecise patients or populations,
Tracy: Good morning, Sophie,
Hi, my love,
Want to turn that light on, honey?
Oh, big stretch,
Good morning, honey,
Tracy: So, today is the big day,
Today is the first scans that we're gonna be getting
to see if what we're doing is working,
Josh: You're gonna get a nice nap, Sophie,
Tracy: Yeah, baby doll, You're gonna get to go to sleep really soon,
Josh: You're gonna get a nice little nap, baby girl, Hi,
-Woman: Mixed in with this? -Woman #2: No, no, no,
Just, like, on his foot, like three little pushes,
and then following that up with, which this is 30 units,
Tracy: So, we're headed home from scan day,
-[fussing] -Sophie is very unhappy,
The anesthesia's making her really super cranky,
-and she's tired, -[fussing]
The radiologist said that she would read them
by the end of the day today,
So we're hoping to get information pretty quickly,
Hello?
Hi, Hold on, I'm trying to get it on speakerphone,
-Can you hear me? -Radiologist: Oh, okay,
-Hi, guys, Yeah, -Josh: Hi,
Radiologist: So, I'm not sure if you got a chance
to glance at the MRI,
Unfortunately, it does look a little worse
than it did back in June,
Tracy: So, that means we got to start chemo ASAP,
Radiologist: I think our trajectory is, unfortunately, chemo,
Tracy: [crying] So, when do we have to start?
Radiologist: So, I think we can try this week,
and then we can spend some time in the office
and go over everything again,
[Tracy sobbing]
-Fuck! -[Cellphone beeps]
[continues sobbing]
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It's not smaller, It's not stable,
And that means chemo,,,
which is just -- It's, like, really, really,
really hard to imagine what that's gonna be like,
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Gordon: Here's the good news,
We're very, very far away from where we want to be,
It's not like we had her on this really high dose,
-and it didn't work, -Tracy: Right,
Gordon: We're gonna have to play around with it
till we find how Sophie's most comfortable with it,
Tracy: We're 100% gonna keep using
the cannabis moving forward,
You know, now we're gonna increase her,
not only just because I believe it will work
alongside the chemo,
but it will also counteract the side effects of the chemo,
I don't think that cannabis has failed us,
I think that we don't have her dose right,
We're in uncharted waters,
We're lab rats,
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-Smith: You must be Mara, -I am Mara,
-Hello, Angela, -Thank you for coming,
Oh, my pleasure!
Nice to meet you in person,
-Yeah, -Gordon: Doctors will call us --
We had one doctor that called me a cannabis doula,
-[laughs] -You know, and, like,
I think Jeff called me, like, a cannabis midwife,
Oh, wow, Smith: Take a smell,
Gordon: Oh, I don't even -- I just -- can just see it,
first of all, the thinness,
Smith: They did say you have to let it breathe,
Gordon: Who said?
Smith: The person that I bought it from,
This is alcohol, This is just pure alcohol in here
with a little bit of cannabis diluted in it,
Okay, here's what I brought,
For example, this is the high-THC,
-Smith: Right, -Gordon: This is the one
-that Stewart made, -Smith: Is that labeled?
Gordon: Everything's labeled,
Can you put your feet down or no? No?
Where's the pain the most?
In my stomach,
-on my head, -In your head?
This oil that we made is a little -- is different,
-It's a little different, -Mm-hmm,
-It's stronger, -Mm-hmm,
And it doesn't have all that alcohol in it,
That alcohol could be burning your stomach, too,
Mm-hmm,
Gordon: So, any questions you have?
Any concerns? Any anything?
But I want to know all the adjectives,
all the adverbs how you're feeling --
any anything -- anything that doesn't seem right
or whatever,
And if this strain doesn't work it, we'll try another strain,
-Mm-hmm, -There's 4,500 strains,
and we'll find one that helps,
Wow,
Gordon: We have probably the most paperwork of anyone
I know, of any collective,
We tell people right off the bat we're collecting their data,
We are expecting to use the data
to help find solutions for diseases
and for -- you know, to help to use it for other people,
It's all just experimentation at this point,
-Okay, -Angela,: All right,
Is that better?
Gordon: You've had a lot on your plate
-over the last couple of weeks, -Yes, ma'am,
Gordon: I'm here to answer any questions you have
and walk you through what we're gonna do,
One of the syringes I sent you was Hindu Kush,
-Okay, -Gordon: And the other one
is something called Yummy,
Okay, I see now,
And the Yummy is a two-to-one CBD to THC,
So, you said that the Yummy is higher in CBD,
-Am I hearing you right? -Gordon: Yes,
Okay,
The Hindu Kush is a high THC,
And I'm not sure which one is gonna do better,
After an hour, maybe two hours, just see how he does,
I mean, you're his mom and dad,
-You guys are -- -Right,
-You know your son, -Right,
You don't ever have to worry about him taking too much,
and, in a matter of hours, it'll be over,
-Okay, -There's nothing that you do
to screw it up other than
-to not give him his medicine, -Okay,
Okay, that's what I wanted to hear,
-That makes me feel better, -Okay,
-You cannot hurt him, -Yes,
He would have to probably take
a pound of oil at once,
The body cannot overdose on cannabis,
Little bit, That's all you got to take,
-Do I put it on his tongue? -Angela: Under his tongue,
Under your tongue,
Wait, you -- Just lick it off, Lick it off, Lick it off,
Lick it off,
How'd that taste?
A little good,
-Okay, -Okay, A little good, Yeah,
Angela: All right, Good job, A,J,
-Go ahead and have some fun, -Let's have some fun,
[both laugh] Hey!
Adrian: Dad ready to have some fun, too,
Okay!
We just so happened to have a couple of salsa bottles,
and so I threw the salsa away, and, um,,,
well, we ate some of it, but I commandeered the jars,
[both laugh]
And the Tostitos, I put the THC oil in
because I thought "T" and "T,"
And then there wasn't any cannabis that began with an "M,"
Oh, I suppose I should have said "marijuana," shouldn't I?
But the CBD's in the other one,
But I actually did label them wrongly,
Anyway, we've been playing with them a little bit,
because we're trying to get him to eat,
and THC promotes appetite,
and CBD stops your appetite,
So we've been messing with the proportions,
But we've kind of stuck to two to three now,
Three THC, two CBD, [chuckles]
You woke up giggling yesterday morning, didn't you?
And Mara was very pleased,
[chuckles]
And so how do you feel now?
-Good, -You look good,
Mm-hmm,
-Yeah, -Mm-hmm,
Right on, Well, that's good,
Chico, I just want to see how it feels, okay, if it's ready,
I left a little extra time on it,
Be right back, I'm gonna get you a mask, okay?
-Where's your ear, Chico? -Here,
Missing,
There we go,
Smith: I was gonna say he likes digging his nails in,
Squeeze me or dig into me as hard as you want to,
Okay, I just want to find it,
I know,
Gordon: One, two, three,
There you go, Perfect,
Perfect, perfect, perfect, There you go,
-There you go, There you go, -It's done, It's already done,
-Gordon: It's over, -[crying]
Nurse: It's all done,
I'm done, I'm done,
That's it, It's all over,
You did fantastic,
-[coughs] -It's all done, It's all done,
Breathe, Chico, It's all done,
[crying]
-Smith: See? -Gordon: Blow,
Whole bag of,,,
Chico had a really horrible, harsh chemotherapy regime,
It was very punishing,
and he had 28 daily radiation sessions
over, like, a five- or six-week period,
He was probably in hospital more days than he wasn't in hospital,
Luckily, we're in a legal state,
It would have caused way, way more stress to try
and do this illegally and behind the backs of the doctors,
At least everything was above-board,
Everything was up-front,
I just find it absolutely staggering to accept
that in this day and age,
with the billions of dollars that's spent on cancer research,
the medicine that we were relying on
is made in somebody's kitchen,
Nurse: All good?
Gordon: I just want to get you home
and get you back, you know, normal,
-Mm-hmm, -Mm, [chuckles]
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Tracy: Ball,
Book,
So, I've already started the dose,
She gets a much larger dose now,
She's almost at a gram a day,
a one-to-one ratio of CBD to THC,
So we got her up to the cancer-killing dose,
She's completely acclimated to it,
has no side effects, no sleepiness,
You would never know she's taken anything,
Baby -- Ohh, you can do it, honey!
-Yeah, you got it! -Tracy: Come see Mama!
-You got it! -Tracy: Yeah!
Whoo!
Oh! Good job, honey!
You okay, pumpkin pie?
We went in, and they said, you know, "This tumor's had
such a growth spurt that we need to do a biopsy,
and we need to make sure that this isn't a high-grade glioma,"
So then we had to schedule brain surgery,
And luckily, all the tissue samples
came back low-grade,
She hasn't had the best day today,
We're gonna have to do some I,V, fluids,
and she's not drinking a whole lot,
which is all part of the chemo, We're on day five,
It's kind of weird that it's so delayed,
but she's not been doing too bad overall,
Here, baby, Open, [gasps]
Mmm, Big bite,
Yay! Good girl!
There she goes!
You ready for some amazing results?
This'll be the second scan since we started chemo
and have been at the high doses of cannabis,
So now we just wait,
We wait for the good news, don't we, baby?
[fussing hoarsely]
She's hoarse from them putting the tube down her throat,
[laughing] We just got the call!
There is some cell death!
The tumor is actually dying in certain areas,
There's no new growth, And -- And -- It's --
They said that they would like to be able to take credit
for it all, but they just don't know if they can,
I'm just thrilled,
This is the most amazing news we could have ever gotten,
[chuckling]
[Josh sniffling]
She's gonna be okay, She's gonna be okay!
She's gonna be okay, She's gonna be okay, Oh, my God,
I mean, we still have a battle ahead of us,
We're still gonna have to do chemo,
but I can actually see the future,
[voice breaking] I can see walking little Sophie down the aisle
and -- and, you know, taking her to her first dance recital
and all those things that you want to do,
It's a good feeling,
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Nurse: It's 5 milligrams of Oxy, okay?
Smith: He was addicted to opiates,
He had to have Dilaudid when he was in the hospital
to manage the pain,
and that had created an opiate dependency,
So they put him onto methadone to transition him off it,
And I fought and fought and fought them
putting him on methadone for months and months and months,
Finally, I caved in,
And I knew that if I just managed to get him home,
I could have got him off the opiates with oxycodone
and cannabis oil,
'cause I'd done it so many times before,
But I caved in and agreed to put him on methadone,
and it was a nightmare,
Woman: Your mom's here,
-We're taking a pause right now, -[sobbing]
We're taking a break, You're okay,
Smith: Chico, Let me get some paper,
Yeah?
[Chico sobs]
Would you let a 1st or a 2nd grader
or any child use medical marijuana?
Man: We do know in people who start before the age of 15
and keep doing it throughout their life,
even sporadically, tend to have an impact later on in life,
They lose about 8 I,Q, points on average,
Again, these are hard studies to come by,
That was a study out of the Netherlands,
Smith: How does methadone affect the developing brain?
How does Dilaudid affect the developing brain?
How do these heavy-duty opiates
that they prescribe willy-nilly to children --
Nobody looks at the effects of those types of medicines
on the developing brain, and I can tell you for sure
that a kid who's on methadone
is way, way lower
in terms of their mental capacity and functioning,
And the best thing we ever did
was get Chico weaned off methadone as fast as we could,
and we did that with the help of the oil,
We titrated the methadone down as the oil came up,
And we saw his mental capacity return
as the methadone went away,
even though the cannabis oil was coming up,
That's why I'm not really taking very seriously
the I,Q,-point argument, But even if it's true,
frankly, it's a small price to pay,
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Chris: When we started the oil, it was right after surgery,
He was in so much pain,
Every morning, she leaves at 5:30 in the morning,
5:30 in the morning,
When he would wake up,
he would be crying in bed,
screaming for me,
He was in so much pain,
and I would give him two OxyContin
at 6:00 in the morning,
Two to three hours later, I would give him two Norco,
Two to three hours later, I would give him either Advil,
Motrin, Excedrin,
anything I could give him to get to that next span
of giving him two more OxyContin,
And then two more Norco, And we were doing this
around the clock the entire time,
And he wasn't eating, and he was vomiting all the time,
-Yes, -But you know what's amazing
is, you know, when she brought us home,
and she says it's a sesame-seed size --
you know, half of -- And you look at that,
You look at what size that is,
-Chris: It's nothing, -And I --
I looked at him and said, "This isn't gonna work,"
You know, I felt like we wasted our money,
Hi, Monkey, What are you doing?
A,J: Getting some orange juice,
Sheila: Within three days, he was off all the pain pills,
-He was eating, -Chris: We -- It was like --
-Sheila: Wow, Amazed, -Chris: It was like Monday
-or Tuesday,,, -Amazing,
Chris: ,,,when we started it,
By Friday, he was taking one OxyContin all day,
and it was just like, "Something's happening,
I don't know what, but something's -- It's good,"
There's so many people out there that could use this medicine
and where it can improve their lives
where they are so far off from having access,
And in the meantime, they're just being fed
a steady stream of pharmaceutical drugs,
And year after year,
we see the number of people dying from accidental overdose
due to pharmaceutical drugs get higher and higher,
It's remarkable when you look at this explosion
of research studies coming out
about the way in which marijuana is reducing
the problems with opioids and other pharmaceuticals,
Gild: 80% of prescription drugs are made from opiates,
and I think, as the world learns and understands
that it's addicted to heroin, to opiates,
I think that the world once over will learn how to free itself,
But right now, the science is being blocked,
and it's being blocked by Big Pharma
not wanting the science to succeed,
Jim: In the big picture, the pharmaceutical industry,
which controls the medical community --
It's a big money-driven machine,
You have these people, They're using morphine,
They're using fentanyl, all these drugs
that are respiratory depressants that, in themselves,
can accidentally, inherently, kill you,
But because it's prescribed by the hospital,
because it originates from our pharmaceutical industry,
it's accepted by society,
And this has this reputation
for recreational use,
and it's, by technicality, a Schedule I narcotic,
It's, you know, a little bit, like I said, infuriating
because, you know, for us,
we're using it to save our child's life,
Okay, Cecilia, we got to take your black medicine, okay?
Cecilia: Okay,
And then get ready all my myself again,
Jaclyn: Yeah, that's a good idea,
You don't have to get me ready anymore,
because I'm a big girl,
You don't have to get me ready anymore,
Jim: So, this is Aunt Zelda's,
We use a one-to-one ratio of THC to CBD,
which is what most cancer patients use,
When she was very sick, at her highest,
we were at about $3,000 a month in oils,
Now that we're down to a maintenance dose,
it's roughly about $1,500 a month,
Jaclyn: More than our rent, [Laughter]
So, I mean, literally, we sold bikes, we sold,,,
-Everything, -,,,just whatever we could,
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Jim: You know, I was very maxed out at this point,
working as much overtime as I could,
So I just kind of asked,
"What do you guys do on the job when they get sick?
Because we're doing something completely alternative,
We're not using our insurance anymore,"
So, that next day,
they got in touch with a charitable organization
called the Fire Family Foundation,
Up-front, they're willing to pay for a month of supplements,
and I was a little apprehensive,
I'm like, "Um, let me just be clear
on what we're talking about here,
You know, we're talking about medical marijuana,
This is cannabis,"
And they were like, "That's fine,
We know, We're happy to do that for you,"
Man: We came up with a plan to figure out
how we could get some extra funds for Jim,
When he told me about the cannabis treatment, I was like,
"You know what? You're gonna do what it takes,
And I'm sure if it was my daughter,
I'd probably do the same thing,"
Jim: We're humble, prideful people,
I mean, I'm too humble,
You know, I'm maxed out,
There's nothing else I can possibly do,
And if you don't reach out, you know,
your child's not gonna get her medication,
She's not -- She's gonna die, you know?
Jaclyn: It's heartbreaking to see
that there's something that can help your child,
and you can't get it,
For these parents, I can't imagine,
I mean, we've been in that situation,
and doors just keep getting opened, and it's amazing,
and we're blessed beyond means because we have our baby,
So nothing else matters,
But if you're paying into insurance,
insurance should pay for what you want it to go to
to help whatever is showing success,
It's saving our babies' lives,
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Kiss? Can I have a kiss?
Thank you, You're so sweet,
You're so sweet,
Josh: Now the nerves really start kicking in,
Scan-xiety,
'Cause we got to do this every three months,
And this is gonna be our life for a while,
Hi, Betty, My name is Tracy Ryan,
My daughter, Sophie, had an MRI scan today,
Would I be able to put in a request with you
to pick up a disk the second it's available?
Betty: Yeah, it's been finalized,
Tracy: Oh, it has been?
-Betty: Yes, -Okay,
Betty: So, you wanted to get a disk, a CD of it?
Yes, ma'am,
I'm gonna go get them,
I always tell my husband that it could always be worse,
and we see worse every single day of our lives,
Everybody keeps saying,
"God only gives you what you can handle,"
but I think that we get things that we can't handle sometimes,
I feel like it's my responsibility and my duty
to the world and to God and to my child
to pass on this information and to help people,
So I created a group called CannaKids,
along with some other mommies that had sick kids,
It's an amazing, amazing group, full of wonderful women and men
and experts and doctors and scientists,
And it's just really wonderful,
Hi, Lu,
Lulu: What do the scans look like?
Tracy: It shrunk! Let me get the paper,
Lulu, it is half the size,
Lulu: Oh!
It went from 2,6 to 1,7,
It is half the size,
The cystic component now measures 1,4 centimeters,
versus 2,8 centimeters on 9/23,
It is also half the size,
Lulu: That is --
Tracy: Lulu, these tumors don't shrink with chemo,
These tumors don't shrink with chemo!
-Lulu: Oh, my gosh, -Hand on a Bible,
My doctor said, "If you can get this tumor to half the size,
there's no way we can claim that it was the chemo,"
That's the only way, It has to get to half the size,
Oh, here we go,
Look at these huge black holes,
That's the Zelda,
There's, like, nothing over here anymore,
Like, this used to be all kinds of tumor over here,
This has always been the heavier side,
This is -- Oh, my God, That's the cyst!
That's where the cyst used to be,
Almost gone!
I mean, it's just beautiful,
I never thought I'd be saying that about a tumor,
I feel very, very, very hopeful,
[laughs] It's working,
[sniffles]
-Hi! We're here to see -- -Hi, You're Sophie,
-Yes, ma'am, -Hi, Sophie!
Say hi!
Sophie, did the sleepy medicine get you already, my Buffy?
She's like, "My cannabis doesn't even do this to me,"
[laughs]
-This is Tracy, -Cheng: Hello, Tracy,
It's Dr, Cheng, So, thankfully,
Sophie continues to make progress, okay?
-Yes! -At 1 year of age,
chemotherapy with carboplatin
and vincristine was started, period,
It's clear the tumor has shrunk enormously on the chemotherapy,
We're doing a lot of holistic approaches
along with her chemo treatment,
Have you ever seen this much shrinkage before?
I would agree that you wouldn't expect
to see that much shrinkage of a tumor from chemotherapy,
I'm not sure it's the chemotherapy,
-[laughs] -Well, we don't think
-it's the chemotherapy, -It might be, It might not be,
-I have no idea, -Right,
Honey, it's almost gone, I'm looking at all kinds of angles,
-It's almost gone, -Josh: Really?
Tracy: I'm -- Yeah,
Josh: Oh, that's amazing,
Sophie, do you -- do you want to get up?
Your chemo's done, honey!
-Your chemo's done, honey! -Josh: Hi, sweetie!
Tracy: You're done!
Sophie, Sophie, look! Sophie, look!
[all cheering]
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Woman: Okay, there is one -- There's one?
So proud, Sophie,
I've been so proud of you,
[Indistinct conversations]
Chris: Around three months into doing this,
Dr, Storch looks at us and said,
"He looks like he's getting better,"
And I said, "Well, you know, yeah, he is,"
Another month went by, and, reluctantly,
I agreed to let the scans take place,
She looks at us and says,
"I don't know how to tell you this,
I can't explain it,
But his scan is clear,
There is no more tumors in his chest,"
Four months, 20 tumors,
Gone,
It's clear,
We do the next scan -- Clear,
The next scan -- Clear, The next scan -- Clear,
She goes, "There's no cancer in him right now,
He's clear,"
April's our magic month that --
I call it the magic month,
because that's when we're gonna stop chemo totally
and then just try to see if -- If it is the cannabis,
we're gonna find out right there and then,
You know, I find out a child has cancer or something,
I go straight to the parent,
and I give them Dr, Goldstein's number,
And I say, "You have to try,
-You have to try," -Chris: She goes straight
to the parent and tells them, "Put your kid on oil,"
-I do, I do, -Chris: 100%,
She just goes, goes, goes,
I will look at the people and people that ask me about A,J,
and ask me about the cannabis oil, and I will tell them,
"I honestly don't know if this will work for you,
but what I'm gonna tell you is what it did for my son,"
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Goldstein: I have over probably 300 pediatric patients
using cannabis right now,
I have a case report of a 16-year-old
who came to me a year ago April
with a stage IV osteosarcoma,
They came in, referred in by an oncologist,
So bravo to her for sending the patient to me,
He started cannabis oil in April,
and in July, he had PET scan, C,T,, MRI,
and a bone scan all negative for disease,
which is really incredible,
-â™ªâ™ª -[audience applauding]
He had repeat scans in November, which were negative,
I called his oncologist, and I said, "What do you think?"
And she said, "Well, he should be dead,"
I just saw him last week,
His hair's growing back, He's off chemo,
He's a little bit beat up from his three years of chemotherapy,
For about the first eight months of his treatment,
he was on gemcitabine, which is, in one study,
synergistic with cannabinoids to increase cancer killing,
It appears so far that we're getting some good results,
I never say "cure" with cancer 'cause I don't know,
but I definitely say "extension of life,"
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Gordon: First time that we talked with A,J,,
he was almost nonverbal,
because he had so much inflammation,
Here he was two months ago, and here he is now,
Stewart: That's him?
Gordon: No more steroids,
That's your typical cancer-kid face right there,
And that's him now,
God, you got to love that,
Oh, Angela,
When they went back to Chicago,
fortunately, somebody in California
was willing to act as an angel for them,
So, we got A,J, initially --
He was on the Hindu Kush and the Yummy,
-Angela: Right, -Gordon: If he's only on 0,5
right now on that --
Angela: The Skunk hasn't come in yet from our angel,
Gordon: Uh-oh,
We're gonna have to figure that out,
This is not the ratio I want him at,
I want him to be on the 5-something of THC
and 2-something of the CBD,
I want him to be on at least two-to-one,
Angela: When the Skunk gets here,
we'll get back to that goal,
Gordon: Right, okay, Do you have enough right now?
Angela: We're just about done at this point,
I would rather that you give him a little less each dose
and stretch it out than risk running out of it,
-Angela: Okay, -And how's he doing in school?
Angela: Oh, my gosh, He's doing phenomenal,
He loves going to school,
He's on grade level at this point, and --
And that's on a gram and a half of cannabis,
What a rock star, Okay,
She's doing 0,5 at two times a day
and was only doing the 1 on the THC,
which is not sufficient,
When we had that big CBD shortage,
they got some medicine from somebody else,
Everybody that has a still is not an oil maker,
Everybody that has, you know, flowers
does not know what to do with it,
I get so furious with the lack of legis--
I mean, the lack of regulation and the lack of oversight,
And that's one of the main reasons
I want it legal is so that we can start having standards
and not having it be the Wild West,
which is just insane right now,
Let me call Tracy,
Where are we right now
on dosing on Sophie?
Tracy: Predominantly, we're at one-to-one,
Okay,
What made you decide to change to one-to-one?
Tracy: I thought that was what we had discussed a while back,
I don't remember exactly why it was
that we switched to a one-to-one 'cause it's been so long ago,
But now she's doing Charlotte's Web
and the THC that you gave me last --
I can't remember what strain it was,
and,,, [speaks indistinctly]
So, she's not even -- She's doing Charlotte's Web
instead of our,,,?
Tracy: It's been predominantly Charlotte's for a while,
Really?
Tracy: 'Cause, remember, you ran out of CBD,
Yeah, I knew that -- 'Cause last time I asked you,
you told me that she's had a grand total
of two syringes of Charlotte's Web,
-Tracy: No, -Gordon: Yes,
Tracy: She started Charlotte's Web in February,
If you look at your records
and you see how much CBD you sent me,
it hasn't been that much for a while,
because you guys had that shortage,
Gordon: Right, so you're --
She's not really our patient anymore,
She's just using one of our products,
Tracy: Well, I mean, you've trained me well,
[laughs] We were having success,
I knew what I was doing, I knew I had excellent medicine,
You had trained me how to take care of her,
How I was taking care of her was working,
I mean, you know, she has her own plants there,
and it's $100 cheaper,
Actually, this last one was only $204,51
for almost 10 grams,
So, you know, I don't have a lot of money right now,
I'm barely hanging on,
And anywhere I can save 100 bucks,
especially if I need to get two or three syringes,
-it's a big deal, -Okay, well --
Tracy: I hope you understand that,
It's not that I don't trust your medicine,
I love your medicine just as much,
It's really a financial thing,
Right, Yeah,
Um, Sophie's doing great, though,
So that's all that matters,
Tracy: Yeah, she is just as normal as any 2-year-old,
We went and saw Dr, Bonni Goldstein today
to get her [indistinct] reviewed,
and Bonni just didn't believe her eyes
-at how great she's doing, -Okay,
All right, Take care, Say hi to everyone for me,
Tracy: Will do, Talk to you later,
-All right, Bye, -Tracy: Bye-bye,
In order for someone to be our patient, they have to commit
to allowing us to follow them and learn from them,
That's the only reason we do this
is so that we can learn and understand and whatever,
If somebody's getting medicine from other places
and then not taking it the way that we tell them to take it,
they might as well just go to a dispensary and buy it,
That's not who an Aunt Zelda's patient is,
So, I'm gonna have to give considerable thought
to whether Sophie is still our patient
under these circumstances,
And it's too bad, because I believe Sophie is where she is
because of our protocol and our medicine,
But, oh, how quickly they forget,
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The day has finally come that we are doing
our first CannaKids meet-up,
This is, like, our big kind of official
CannaKids launch day,
So we're really excited,
We've got a lot of people in the industry coming,
We've got a lot of families coming,
-Tracy: Hey, hey! -[indistinct conversations]
Hi, guys!
How are you?
[gasps] Sophie!
Hi, baby!
Oh, goodness! Can I have a kiss?
Thank you,
Did you see your friends?
Test, All right, everybody,
We're gonna go ahead and get started here in just a second,
My name is Tracy Ryan,
I am the co-founder of CannaKids,
So, just a quick rundown of what the site is gonna be,
First and foremost, it's a massive resources section --
so, all of the information that I have learned over the years,
families I know that have learned over the years,
Since getting her on cannabis
and using it alongside Western medicine,
we've almost completely destroyed a tumor
that was, like, never supposed to really shrink,
So, little Sophie!
-[applause] -[Tracy laughs]
So, here we go, guys,
On the screen,
we have the Christmas tree farm,
There are 100 plants for our patients,
I mean, I have to tell you guys,
like, I'm getting really emotional
about how everything is kind of evolving
and, like, coming together,
Look at what we're doing, you know?
I mean, we're gonna change lives,
And even if we just save one child,
even if we cure one kid of epilepsy,
we shrink one brain tumor
more than what we've done with Sophie,
we've changed the world,
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Federman: It's definitely an improvement,
Smith: Hmm,
Yeah, I couldn't be more pleased,
-Smith: Oh, God, -Yeah,
Night and day, Chico,
-Night and day, -People double-take,
And it takes them a few seconds to realize that it's Chico,
I say, you know, "Remember Chico,"
you know, because it was really tough on you,
This therapy was really tough,
And we got through it,
You got through barely, by the skin of your teeth,
with a lot of help from a variety of sources,
And just seeing you now, it's terrific,
This is what I live for, Questions?
Can we get a renewal of his cannabis oil recommendation?
I mentioned it to Margie the other day,
-Federman: Yes, absolutely, -'Cause we're still giving him
-a small maintenance dose, -Federman: Sure, absolutely,
Because they say it helps prevent relapse,
And also, it stimulates appetite, as well,
Federman: Absolutely,
A lot of this is very new for us,
And,,,
so I don't know all the answers,
The reality is, is we're learning,
And that because of patients like you, Chico, we've --
our minds are more open towards these types of things
and that there are other patients
that have derived benefit from our experience with you,
And that is, I think, very helpful,
There's still a lot that we don't know,
I just want to say thank you for being an amazing oncologist,
And thank you for having such an open mind,
And, like, it's fantastic, isn't it, Chico?
Isn't it? What do you say to Dr, Federman?
Thank you,
Do you realize you and what you did
has made him change his mind and change his thinking?
Yeah,
That's incredible!
I'm so proud of you!
Are you proud of yourself?
-Yeah, -You really should be,
[laughs]
You really should be,
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Smith: We bought a bike about two weeks before he was diagnosed,
and he wasn't ever able to get on that bike,
And then monumentally got on the bike and started cycling,
That was like,,,
[voice breaking] ,,,was a good day,"
[chuckles tearfully]
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Tracy: I now consider myself a "momcologist,"
I mean, three years of chemotherapy,
in and out of hospitals,
and the research papers that have come across my desk
and the websites that we've now built to gather information
and study all of the different clinical trials
that are out there -- I'm proud of the accomplishments
that we've made in such a short time,
Okay, yeah, let's check in here,
And then, for the press conference, we just go upstairs?
Woman: Yes, it's on the second floor,
Okay, right up there, Just up the stairs,
-Thank you, -Oh, yeah, of course,
I started doing this five-plus years ago now,
and I've been working on creating this software,
fueling it with our data,
and it's now out in beta,
And we have on our board
some of the leading scientists in the world,
Cristina Sanchez from Complutense University
is coming for two months,
and we're gonna be having Dr, Noah Federman,
who's on our board, from UCLA,
Oh, my God, Leading sarcoma specialist,
And they're getting together to start --
We're getting an IRB to start analyzing our data
and then run clinical trials, out of UCLA,
Right? So, the fact that we are at Harvard Medical School
is so important, because we are taking something
that is seen on the outer fringe,
and we are legitimizing it by bringing it
into this traditional Harvard environment,
So I'm very, very grateful to be here,
Quick video of you to send to my wife?
-Yes, you may, -Okay, Hold on,
Okay,
Gordon: Okay, Hello,
I trust this woman with my wife's life,
Woman: Can I ask you a question?
Man: On the way down, please,
-Tracy: Hey, Mara, -Hello,
Sophie is a mixed thing for me, because, obviously,
it's a little bit of a dagger to my heart,
because I was treating her and doing a really good job,
And lo and behold,
somebody's interest in becoming a "cannapreneur"
got in the way of whatever,
but that's a whole separate thing,
As we say in Yiddish, "Zei gezunt" --
Let them go in good health, you know?
Mara, this is Jackie Green,
Tracy: Now I have this incredible line
of gold medicinal oils,
actually, that I'm about to give Sophie,
Our own strain called Isabella's Bloom, which is named after her,
Mara has been generous, and I'm forever grateful to her
for the knowledge that she's given me
and for the assistance that she's given to my child,
But why not make an incredible oil
and give my daughter free medicine?
-Are you guys doing indoor now? -No,
Talking about the actual processing,
Oh, oh, oh,
Tracy: But it's -- Yeah,
It's not what it used to be,
-It's greenhouse, -Right,
We do, in fact, promote whole plant extracts,
You have to have the entourage effect,
You have to have the synergy between the terpenes,
the flavonoids, everything else that's in the plant,
in addition to the cannabinoids that are in there,
And even the cannabinoids working together
have a synergistic effect,
We must have clinical trials,
It doesn't need to be in the hands of people like me,
I'm glad that my software's gonna be able
to put it into the hands for the clinical trials and the doctors and all,
Goldstein: Unfortunately, California has a reputation of the Wild West,
and I would say that without regulations there,
it is kind of hard to practice,
But what I'm gonna tell everybody
is that my patients are getting medicine,
My patients are getting better,
My patients have better quality of life,
And so it is imperative the rest of the country
follows California,
-[applause] -â™ªâ™ª
-Eric Ruby, -Hi, Nice to meet you,
I am a pediatrician in Taunton,
which is about an hour south of here,
-Oh, great, -I'm the only pediatrician
in all of Massachusetts
who is registered with the medicinal marijuana program,
Goldstein: Good for you,
-I am bombarded with patients, -Of course,
-Mm-hmm, -I appreciate what you're doing,
Please write something for the pediatric journals,
-It's got to be there, -Yeah,
And they've got to accept it,
Pharmaceutical companies, I believe,
are suppressing all of this,
The impediments, the obstructions --
I mean, I'm in practice 39 years,
And the people who lose are the patients,
Goldstein: Are the patients, Of course, Of course,
[playful grunting]
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Ow!
Ow, Okay, okay, okay,
Forget about it!
Gave our son, you know,
eight months to live,
[voice breaking] So,,,
â™ªâ™ª
Aggravated, upset,,, [clears throat]
,,,that we had to go through all of this
to get, you know, some type of --
â™ªâ™ª
I guess some answer to whether if it works or not,
Mm-hmm,
We -- We did what we could do,
and that's what matters,
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Smith: Good morning! [Laughs]
Oh, it's school day today,
Are you excited?
-No? -Oh, yeah!
Oh, he's excited!
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So, he's still on quite a big dose, really,
He can have it before he goes to school,
We wouldn't be sending him with his vaporizer to school,
I just think if having this mixture every day
increases his odds of not relapsing,
then it's worth doing, isn't it?
He's going to be a completely normal child,
Aren't you? Starting with brushing your teeth,
Come on, Go and get your teeth brushed quickly,
We got to go,
Teacher: Ladies and gentlemen, we should always be welcoming
when someone comes in,
Is your name Chico?
You can take an open seat,
The next thing I have to talk about
is reviewing the dress code,
I had a couple of students last year
who would wear clothing
that had, like, a marijuana leaf on it,
That is not school-appropriate,
Once again, something that you wouldn't want to be caught with
at school is something that should not be on your clothing,
-Hey! -Smith: Hey!
Oh, my God, Look at you,
Oh, yay!
Oh, it's so good to see you,
-You too, -Look at you,
Is it good stuff? We got it from a shop that had been busted,
Stewart: Oh, there's no instructions?
No, no instructions,
Smith: Chico came, and he's like, "Mum, Mum,
I know what I want for my birthday,"
And he said, "I want grow equipment
so I can set up my own grow and grow my own plants
and make my own medicine with Mara,"
Gordon: Oh, right on, That's so cool,
So, you'll have to come up to us and go into the lab
and work with our chemist and actually make the medicine,
That would be just absolutely fantastic,
-Yeah, -Absolutely,
And he said he wanted to dedicate his grow,
My friend who had cancer
the same time as me,
And she didn't make it,
But, um,,,
we were really good friends,
Yeah,
It's very special,
Gee, thanks, Make me cry,
[laughter]
-Me too, -Right,
Smith: If someone had told me that I would be buying
my 14-year-old son cannabis-grow equipment
for his birthday,
I would have thought they were rather silly,
Gordon: Absolutely,
Smith: It's funny how life is, isn't it?
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And some of them drink a little more water than the other ones,
These will get a little more bigger,
Some of them will get, like, more fatter,
â™ªâ™ª
Smith: We can have a grand opening,
Well done, Chico!
Thank you, Stewart,
-Oh, yes, -My pleasure,
Mara: She loves it, too,
Oh, Chico,
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Chico: I'm writing to the President
to help legalize cannabis oil for kids
so they don't have to go through what I went through,
It makes me sad and kind of confused,
because I don't get why they can't have it
if it really helps them,
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Gupta: United States government,
through its Department of Heath and Human Services,
holds a patent on marijuana as a protectant for the brain,
And it's something to protect the brain after head injuries,
How is that possible that the U,S, Government holds a patent?
The U,S, Government holds a patent, on one hand,
and on the other hand, same government
says it has no medical application,
Journalists, I think, are trained to hate hypocrisy,
This is hypocrisy --
Just -- I've never seen it quite like this,
O'Leary-Randall: Why does the federal government,
hold patents
on the various ingredients of marijuana
if they don't think it has medical value?
And why should the federal government be looking to benefit
from future medical use of cannabis products
because they have these patents?
This is unconscionable,
It's just unconscionable the positions they've taken,
And meanwhile, they keep denying,
and they keep denying, and they keep denying,
It's cruel,
And years from now, in the future,
people will look back on this time and marvel,
marvel at how cruel we've been,
The whole idea of, "There's not enough research,"
is actually true, There's not enough,
But there's enough research for me to know,
one, it happens to be a very safe medication,
and, two, it works,
The whole drug issue, the drug policy reform issue,
is a human-rights issue at its core,
The hope is the use of cannabis becomes de-politicized
and appropriately integrated into health, medicinal,
wellness, spiritual, human cultural systems,
as it has always been for thousands of years,
Latch: Right, mate,
Let's put your jacket on,
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Go on, Zip it up,
Now, have you been on a bike before?
-Um, a dirt bike, -Okay,
Smith: When Chico got sick, this friend of ours, Latch,
kept sending him messages on Facebook saying,
"I'm gonna be taking you for a ride on the back of the Harley,"
It just so happens that today is the day,
which didn't seem like
it was ever gonna be possible at one point,
The louder you scream and shout, the faster we go,
[laughter]
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Any last words, Mum?
I think I'm more scared than he is,
Latch: "Bring my boy back,"
Yeah, have fun, Enjoy yourself,
You've earned this ride, Chico,
-Oh, yeah, -You really have,
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[engine starts]
Do you want to give it a quick rev?
[engine revs]
See you in a bit,
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[laughter]
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[laughter]
[indistinct conversations]
[laughs]
Woman: [over P,A,] Alexander Kephart!
[Cheers and applause]
â™ªâ™ª
â™ª Mm â™ª
-A muffin, -A muffin?
â™ª Mm â™ª
[indistinct conversations]
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I think I see them flies around here,
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â™ª Millions displaced by hurricanes â™ª
â™ª Islanders fear the clouds and rains â™ª
â™ª There's no place else to go â™ª
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â™ª This is our home, the only one â™ª
â™ª It should be clear what must be done by now â™ª
â™ª I'm sure we know â™ª
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â™ª We're out of time, the world's on fire â™ª
â™ª No time to wait to get inspired â™ª
â™ª We've crossed the finish line â™ª
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â™ª We've got to move, we've gotta fly â™ª
â™ª We've got to act, we've got to try â™ª
â™ª We're out of stallin' time â™ª
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â™ª We're still in time â™ª
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â™ª We're still in time â™ª
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â™ª When are we going to understand â™ª
â™ª All that's alive is in our hands? â™ª
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â™ª All that's alive is in our hands? â™ª
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â™ª Time â™ª
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