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(ominous music)
- Jessica, please, listen to me,
- No, no, no, no, no, no,
- I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
(audience cheering)
(sighs) - Okay,
(sighs) - Here we go,
(light guitar music)
♪ Was it a huntsman or a player ♪
♪ That made you pay the cost ♪
♪ That now assumes relaxed positions ♪
♪ And prostitutes your loss ♪
♪ Were you tortured by your own thirst ♪
♪ In those pleasures that you seek ♪
♪ That made you tom the curious ♪
♪ That makes you James the weak ♪
(light guitar music)
♪ And you claim you got something going ♪
♪ Something you call unique ♪
♪ But I've seen yourself pretty showing ♪
♪ As the tears roll down your cheeks ♪
♪ Soon you know I'll leave you ♪
♪ And I'll never look behind ♪
♪ 'Cause I was born for the purpose ♪
♪ That crucifies your mind ♪
♪ So con convince your mirror ♪
♪ As you've always done before ♪
♪ Giving substance to shadows ♪
♪ Giving substance evermore ♪
(bell ringing)
- After the crash, the trauma to your head caused a series of clots,
Some are harmless,
You wouldn't even know they were there,
This is worrying,
This is a pretty serious aneurysm,
What it means is you have a bulge in your artery in a very difficult place,
Like, I'm a professional fighter,
My life is blocked,
You say I can't box anymore,
(light piano music)
(soft piano music)
♪ Soon you know I'll leave you ♪
♪ And I'll never look behind ♪
♪ 'Cause I was born for the purpose ♪
♪ That crucifies your mind ♪
♪ So con convince your mirror ♪
♪ As you've always done before ♪
♪ Giving substance to shadows ♪
(soft piano music)
(door opening)
(soft piano music)
♪ Catch a boat to England, baby ♪
♪ Maybe to Spain ♪
♪ Wherever I have gone ♪
♪ Wherever I've been and gone ♪
♪ Wherever I have gone, the blues ♪
♪ Are all the same ♪
(soft piano music)
♪ Send out for whiskey, baby ♪
♪ Send out for gin ♪
♪ Me and room service, honey ♪
♪ Me and room service, baby ♪
♪ Me and room service, well ♪
♪ I've never seen ♪ - Joe Mike J,
Irish Mike,
- Jamie J,
- Oh, man, how you doing?
- Good,
- All right,
Cold as fuck, but making due,
- What's Sammy? What happened to Sammy?
- Man, motherfucker,
Got his ass beat about two days ago,
He up in Brookdale,
Face looks like a fucking pinata,
What's this I hear you find tonight?
- Yeah,
- In the gardens?
- Right,
- In the fucking garden, that's big,
Yo, man,
- Irish Mike back in the game,
- How'd I go?
- Yo, let me get a smoke,
Let me get a smoke,
- Here,
Take the bag, take the bag,
- Oh, man, I love you,
- All right, man,
- Yo, Irish Mike,
- Jimmy J,
- Got this,
(orchestral music)
(upbeat music)
- What are you looking at?
- None,
- What's this about?
They aint paying you later?
- You'd be surprised,
- Really?
That makes no sense,
- It depends on the fighter,
- You're talking about it's you,
You're a fighter,
- Exactly,
Honestly, I'm, I'm grateful to just be on the bill,
You know, after everything that happened, it wasn't easy,
- You know, but I mean, you're with a champ,
They gotta pay you something, right?
- Enough for the next fight,
- Screw the next one,
Just bury this guy good tonight,
The next one comes, you tell him to go fuck themselves,
- Okay,
- All right, let's get inside,
I'm freezing my nuts in here,
- I was a leg,
- Yeah, I don't know,
I need a new fucking hip, I guess,
You can get my dick into somebody else,
You know, I never had a taste for watching
two guys beating the crap out of each other,
I wanted to do that,
I could just go down to Duffy's any night of the week,
You know, I had completely forgotten that you asked me to hold this,
It's gonna have a fucking heart attack, 'cause I thought I lost it,
Okay,
There you go,
You know, it's funny, I remember this ring more than I remember her face,
I mean, I catch glimpses every now and then,
but, like, I don't know if they're real anymore,
- Well, don't worry about it,
I mean, you know, it's a long time ago, and memories
come and go, you know, especially difficult ones,
What were you, 14 when it happened?
- 12,
- You're still a kid,
- I remember her liking this place, though,
coming to see you and Uncle Frank,
I think you guys made her feel safe or something,
- She did not come here to see me or Frankie,
She knew how much you loved coming here,
That's what made her happy,
Yeah,
And if you want to know what she looked like, just look in the mirror,
She looked like you,
except hell of a lot more attractive,
She was a good egg, Mikey,
Always thinking of others,
- Until she wasn't?
- Come on, that's not fair,
She was sick, all right?
That had nothing to do with you,
- Had everything to do with me,
- You know what I mean,
- But I know what you mean,
Anyway,
I just want to say that, you know, me and the
boys, it means a lot 'cause you're one of our own
and you're, you know, so whichever way it goes tonight,
just know that we're proud of you and she would have been too,
There's four weeks worth and there's a little something extra for me,
- Thanks, Steve,
I mean, not for the money,
Thank you for everything,
I mean, everything, everything,
You didn't have to do that, any of that,
- Come on, shut up,
- I mean it,
- I know, I know,
- You should know,
- Remember, your shoes untied and then bolt,
- Yeah,
- Maybe I'll see you later,
- Don't think about it,
- Come on, surprise me,
I'm not giving you a ticket away,
- I don't think about it,
- Give him hell, Mikey,
- You know why I will,
- Hey, Mikey!
Put him in the ground!
- Mikey!
- Oh!
- Hey, Mikey!
(somber music)
(doorbell rings)
- Yeah, I'm looking for Akbar,
Akbar?
- Hey, Irish?
- Yeah, yeah,
- Told you I was coming, right?
- Yeah,
- You wanna do it here?
- Yeah, right, it's good,
(melancholy music)
- This thing ain't stolen, is it?
- No, it's my mother's ring,
- You sure?
- Yeah, I'm sure,
- I'll give you three,
- This is a $10,000 ring,
- I'm not paying no $10,000,
- Eight,
- Seven,
- Okay, good,
Come with me,
(melancholy music)
(knocking on door) - Seven,
Seven,
- Tracy,
- Ah, there he is,
He's coming right up,
- How's it going?
- Oh, you know, honey, I can't complain,
Oh, hang on,
Nah, you missed him,
Frank was just here,
- I missed him,
- Yeah,
- Good,
- He's got his granddaughter's christening today,
- Who, Mary's kid?
- Yeah, Mary's kid,
- Can you believe it?
They're doing it over same Matthews,
Drink up, you need your strength,
- Ugh, disgusting,
Want your usual?
- Yeah, double it up, please,
I'm trying to gain some weight,
- All right, coming up,
- Here you go, honey,
I hear a mess,
All right, it's on me today, okay?
- What, nah, nah,
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, Mikey,
- Come on,
- No, come on,
I want to buy you breakfast today of all this,
I'm gonna buy you breakfast, all right?
I don't want to hear it,
- All right, I'm not gonna argue with you,
- All right,
- Thanks, Grace,
You're the best,
- Oh, uh, hang on a second,
Frank left you something,
Nick!
- What?
- Hey,
- Nick,
- Nicky,
- You got that thing for Mikey,
- I gotta go,
- Hey, Mikey's here,
(bell dings)
- Will you put some clothes on?
You know, it's like this-- - It's Judy's angel,
- God bless,
Hey, Nicky, thanks,
- I-- - That's really sweet,
- Okay,
- You're a knockout,
You know that, right?
- Get out of here,
(gentle music) - Hey,
- Hey, Mikey,
- How you doing?
- Go in the back,
- You good?
- I'm good,
(laughing)
- Hey, who's that?
- Irish,
My man, how you doing?
- You remember me?
- You know who this is?
- This is one of the greatest fighters of all time,
- Kenny is he knocked out more men than any fighter in history,
- I got knocked down a lot too,
He doesn't like to talk about that,
- Yeah, well, he always got back up,
And that, my boy, is what matters,
Now you, go find your mother,
- I love you,
- Oh, I love you too,
What do you want?
- I want candy,
- Oh, you want candy?
Of course you want candy,
You know where they are,
Just one,
I said-- oh, you should sit,
Is that for me?
I can have it?
- Keep it,
- Oh,
Hey, thank you, Matt,
Good boy,
Kids that break your heart,
- Tell me, buddy,
- How are you?
You doing good?
- Good,
- Big night, Irish,
You're causing quite the grudge on my friend,
- Am I?
What are they saying?
- Oh, just noise,
Listen, Irish, I mean, this is crazy,
You know, I love you,
I'm happy for you,
You deserve tonight,
But clutch is a sure thing,
We're talking maybe 30, 40 to one,
I don't want to take your money,
You want to take my money?
96,
What's-- Wish,
You sure?
I mean, I'll take it, but you got to be sure,
I'm sure,
I just need to know that you'll pay,
- Tell me you're fucking joking, Michael,
- 400,000,
- You're worried I won't pay?
- It's 10 G's on the table,
No, I'm not joking,
I'm not worried about it,
- Everybody, that's enough,
Thank you,
Have I ever fucked you?
- No,
- Oh, I never fucking know about it,
- I know that,
- Now, for a nickel, not for nine fucking six,
- I know,
- And what's the problem?
- The problem is it's not you I'm worried about,
- Who are you worried about?
- That type of money, we both know who's behind,
- It doesn't matter who's behind it,
I'm telling you, you're going to get paid,
- It matters to me, all right?
- And I'll tell you what, I'll give you the 40,
- No, you misunderstand me,
- 96,
- Listen,
- 40 to one,
- So-- - Listen to me,
- It's $400,000,
- I got nothing, okay?
I got no wife, I got no kid, I got nothing,
That's my life right there,
No matter what happens, I need to know that you will pay,
- And all I got's my word,
- And that's all I need,
- We good?
- Golden,
- 96,
Flanigan,
40 to one,
That should be plenty,
For the win, baby,
For the win,
You go easy today,
You do what you do, Phillip,
You know, you should make your own bet,
- Yeah, well, maybe I will,
- Hey, I told you,
From the horse's mouth,
♪
- Hey, don't be such a pussy,
Get out,
Get out, Billy,
- Hey, asshole,
What the fuck are you doing smoking?
You know, you're the only prick I know can smoke a pack a day and still go 12 round,
- Today's my last day,
- You've been saying that for 20 years now,
Get the fuck in here, it's freezing,
- Hey, David,
Today I actually mean it,
- See a little pop in that thing,
That's better,
How you feeling?
You get some sleep last night?
- Yeah, kinda, you know,
- Yeah, night before a fight,
Fucking mind won't shut down,
- I had crazy dreams,
- You had a crazy dream last night?
- Yeah, it was like this dream where we were in the meat market,
- You know what, Mikey?
Ask me if I give a fuck,
- Hey, stop,
Stop,
What the fuck are you doing?
- Don't be such a pussy,
- Fuck that shit,
What's going on?
- Come on, hit it,
Hit it,
You're such a little pussy,
You know that,
- Come on,
Come on, hit me,
Come on, you little pussy,
Hey, don't be such a pussy,
Come on, get up,
Hit me,
Up, up, up,
Oh,
Down he goes,
Stay the fuck down,
Don't look at him,
Look at me,
Are you gonna cry now?
Are you gonna fucking cry?
Shut the fuck up,
Hey,
Oh,
- What?
- You're a really good fighter, man,
- I know, Cocksucker,
Who the fuck are you?
- Me? No, nobody,
I'm just saying you're a really good fighter,
I've never seen anyone so big,
beat up someone half their size
and be so happy about it,
- Now you better get the fuck out of here before I do the same to you,
You hear me?
- No, I never did hear so good,
Can I borrow these?
- Dang, suck a punch,
- Disass, Mikey,
You can't hurt what you can't hit,
(grunting)
- Nothing, Mike,
My daughter hits water 10 times,
- He's scared, Mike,
- Come on,
- Next time, show her a little grace,
You never know who's watching, you know?
- The fuck is going on?
- Get the fuck out of there, what are you doing?
We got a prize fight tonight,
Fucking idiot,
- He used an asshole, he deserved it,
- Of course he did,
You know how many times I want to knock that fucking prick down on a daily basis?
He's a fucking asshole,
But what if he were to court you, huh?
You know how hard it had to work to get this fight?
You want to throw away a title shot over that piece of shit?
You know what I don't understand?
I think you really, really work hard to fuck everything up, no matter what,
Why you always take on shit that doesn't belong to you?
Hey, look at me, I'm asking,
Why?
- Why, why?
- Look,
Kid, I love you, you know I do,
I mean, you're the best boxer I've ever known,
But you gotta let things go,
How long we been doing this shit?
Like how long we known each other?
Yeah,
Shit,
I don't know, 20 years?
25, asshole,
25 years?
25 years,
You were a kid then, I looked at you then,
I said, phew,
That's a fighter, man,
If I could get into that corner,
I could be part of something great,
And I was, don't get me wrong,
I was part of something great for a moment there,
I don't care what happened afterwards, you can't take that away from us,
Yeah, we were great for a moment,
You don't know why?
Yeah,
I don't know,
I don't know what a fucking asshole is,
What fucking asshole?
I don't know, Stevie,
You're an asshole, you know that?
How you getting that tonight?
Need me to pick you up?
No, I'm all right,
You gotta get that by six, okay, we go on at seven,
I know,
Seriously,
Yeah, we, yeah,
Don't keep me waiting, you fucking prick,
I'm not gonna be a prick and I'm not gonna keep you waiting,
All right,
Take it easy today,
You gotta be having a night,
What are you doing right now?
I'm gonna go see Patrick,
Patrick?
Hey, could you give him a message for me?
Yeah,
Tell him Stevie says go fuck yourself,
Okay,
I'll make sure he gets it,
Get the fuck out of here,
All right,
Six o'clock,
You're the best,
Fuck you,
[music]
Bless me, Father Farfes, and it's been about, um, price,
It's 20 years, Father, since my last confession,
Mikey,
Uh, yeah,
Can I get, uh, two cheeseburgers, uh, side fries, and, uh, throw in the Holy Spirit?
Boy, you're the only prick who would come here and order fast food,
[laughs] You,
[laughs]
I don't remember the last time I sat here,
Went to the church?
Yeah, I mean, it's been 20 years,
Well, nothing's changed,
So tell me what's going on,
Are you good?
Seriously?
Yeah, seriously,
I want to know if you're good,
Am I good?
And I want to know if you're good, asshole,
There he is,
Look at this,
It's not,
If you want to do this bullshit, we can, but we don't have to,
This small talk thing, because you clearly came here for a reason,
Now, you might want to pretend like today
doesn't mean anything to you, but I know it does,
So I'm here if you want to talk as a friend, priest or no priest,
What?
So am I talking to my friend right now?
Of course,
I'm talking to my friend, not Father Patrick Donnelly,
Unfortunately, you're talking to both,
Can't help that,
Well, I can't talk to you while you're staring at me like that,
Jesus Christ,
What do you want me to do?
You want me to turn away?
You want me to look over here?
I don't know,
Yeah, sure,
Turn away,
You're serious,
You're grilling me,
Oh, my God,
I don't know,
Maybe, all right,
Look, Pat, maybe I'm scared of something,
All right,
What are you scared of?
Everything,
It's like everything I've ever done in my life, my whole life,
Good, bad, everything,
It just feels like this fucked up dream,
And I'm trying to continue,
You know, I'm living,
I'm going through the motions,
But everything that happened before just feels like this weight,
And so, like, I want to get rid of this weight, but this weight's part of me,
So no matter what I do, I'll always be who I was, not who I am,
That's fair enough,
So who are you?
I don't know,
I'm fucking good, man,
I'm good,
I'm not a monster,
You know, I care about things,
I want people to know that,
I want them to take me seriously,
I want them to see me for who I am now,
Not for who I was,
Why does it matter what people think?
What do you mean?
Because it fucking matters,
It matters,
No matter which way you look at it, it fucking matters,
You know that, I know that,
Fine, it matters,
But what can you do about it?
What do you mean what can you do about it?
I mean, whether it matters or not, what can you do to change that?
Yeah, well, that's my fucking point,
No, what I'm saying is he can't change that,
What matters is that you know who you are,
And you believe that you're on a good path,
And I'm not saying that you're going to be free of mistakes,
I just mean a path that is intentionally good,
After the crash, when I came out of the coma
and they told me what I'd done, I wanted to die,
I would have traded places with that kid in a second,
I don't deserve to live,
Now with what I'd done,
I would sit in my bed in the hospital
night after night just wishing for death, praying,
"Please fucking kill me, please,
" And then I thought to myself, "You know what?
Fuck you,
You don't deserve that,
" Death, that's way too easy for you,
You should suffer,
You should suffer for what you've done,
So that's what I did,
Every day I just fucking tortured myself,
I stopped seeing the people I loved,
You, my girl, my father, my child,
Anything to make my life unbearable,
I know I remember that,
What changed?
I was in my bunk one night and I went to bed, right?
And I realized I went to bed without thinking that of what I'd done,
And so I said, "Fuck it,
Just fucking do what you should have done in the first place,
" So I tied my sheets up, my bed, my bar cells,
and I fucking hung myself,
And I don't remember anything after that,
I woke up in the infirmary,
They told me I was dead for three minutes,
But it was like, I don't know how to explain it, it was like I changed in some way,
Like, I killed that part of me,
And I don't mean different, like, in a way
where I was redeemed or some bullshit like that,
I just mean, like, just different,
You still feel that way?
Maybe,
I mean, I've changed, I know that,
I know that much,
I mean, I'm not the person I was,
I mean, I haven't had a drink in nine years,
I don't even want one,
Whatever I've done, it doesn't change the past,
And that's what people remember,
I think people, I think people, I mean,
the people that really matter in your life
are far more willing to forgive than you might expect,
People think that penitence is some kind of punishment,
That they have to punish themselves to somehow be redeemed,
But it's not what it is,
It's the journey that we take to understand what we did wrong,
It's the discovery and acceptance that redeems us,
So I can sit here, I can say whatever you want to hear,
It's not gonna matter,
You're the only one who can tell you what you need to hear,
It's not gonna go on,
That's it, nothing, That's all I get,
What do you want a bojo?
It's been a while,
Love you, ma'am, Thank you,
Always slow at that,
You're good at this,
I know,
So humble,
That's why they pay me the big bucks,
Are you gonna come tonight or what?
Are you good? I got a hundred bucks as Fletcher takes you in the fifth,
Shit,
Really?
You fucking bet against me,
Are you serious?
You're the right bet,
Right, right,
Well, you're gonna lose your money, priest or no priest,
[music]
Hi,
Jesus Christ,
What the fuck are you doing here, Mikey?
No, I don't want to hear it,
What the fuck are you doing here?
Just, Jessica, please, Listen to me, Listen to me,
I'm begging you,
I'm so done, I'm so fucking done,
All I'm asking is that you take a walk with me, That's it,
Please,
I just wanted to talk, you know, like, like without
all the bullshit, like the way things used to be,
Jesus, Mikey, it ain't never gonna be the way it used to be, You know that, right?
Yes, I know, No, that's not what I'm saying,
I meant, like, more just, just walking and talking and having a conversation,
Shit,
You remember when Sasha turned two?
You remember when we went to go see my father down in the Jersey Shore?
Remember that? Because we wanted her to see
the ocean and Sasha never really saw the ocean,
But we were in the taxi cab, and we started to argue, and Sasha started to cry,
and I'm yelling at the taxi driver, "Just drive us straight to the fucking beach,
" And then when we get there, everyone's leaving because the sun's starting to set,
And I'm holding Sasha, and she just goes, "Ugh!
" Like, her eyes just go wide,
Like, she's fucking terrified, Like, she just saw a ghost or something,
And I'm certain that she's about to start bawling,
And then she doesn't do that, she just,,,
I can't do it, She starts smiling like this,
The most incredible smile I've ever seen in my life,
And then she wiggles out of my arms,
And when she hits the fence, she just runs directly towards it,
I'm like, "This is the bravest thing I've ever
seen in my life, This child is fucking fearless,
" And then I was, you know, I was watching her, I was just fucking watching her,
And then I was watching you, watch her,
And I was like, "This is it, This is everything,
" She says, "This is what people talk about, This is all that fucking matters,
" And then we go to my father's house, and he just lays into me,
"What the fuck are you doing? You fucking disrespect me? You bomb? You,,,
" He doesn't even say hello to you, He doesn't say hello to Sasha,
He doesn't wish her a happy birthday, He just lays into me,
What a piece of shit I am, And I was thinking
to myself, "What the fuck am I doing here?
Why am I standing here letting this man destroy this moment
in front of the two people that I love the most in the world?
" It was like I was 10, and he's beating the shit out of me or my mother,
And I'm, you know, I can't do anything, And the best day
of my life became the worst day of my life, just like that,
I remember that day, too, But you know what I remember?
I remember dragging you out of some shitty bar at 5
a,m, with a split lip and vomit all down your front,
Every time you get into some shit, you just disappear, and I'd have to come
find you in some fucking house or some fucking bar like it wasn't killing me,
You never thought about me, Mikey, You only thought about yourself,
You never thought about what I was going through,
Jessica, I'm sorry, Listen, I'm so sorry,
Are you hungry?
What?
Can I please buy you lunch? Please,
Get off the fucking ground,
I want to buy you lunch! Please!
Okay, Mikey, okay, Get up off the fucking ground,
Thank you, Thank you,
You know what you want?
Uh, do we know what we want?
How's it going? How's your father?
He's all right,
All right, where is he?
Uh, he's not in today,
He's hungover again,
Pie?
Uh, yeah, sure,
Just like a normal pie with extra cheese,
You got it,
Thanks,
So how is she?
Who?
Mother Teresa,
Sasha,
Yeah, she's good,
Good?
Yeah, you know,
She thinks she's 30 already, not 13,
She started at St, Mark's last semester,
so that's been tough,
Look how?
You remember high school's a mess, you know?
Just trying to fit in, trying to figure out all your friends or boys,
Boys?
Yeah, yeah,
Look, I don't want to upset you,
but I want to tell you that I've been seeing her,
Not like seeing her, like face-to-face or anything like that,
From a distance, outside her school,
Has she seen you?
Yeah, yeah, she sees me,
Has she spoken to you?
No, no, we haven't spoken, not yet,
We just wave to each other,
What do you mean you just wave?
We wave to each other, like when she's coming to school,
she stops and we wave to each other and then she goes inside,
That's it,
Jess, I'm sorry, I don't want to, I didn't do it to upset you,
No, it's not you,
I just wanted to see her, you know?
It's not you, it's just a,,, I've been asking to walk her to school for weeks now
and she's always coming up with some excuse and,,, Really?
I thought that she was embarrassed of me or something,
Embarrassed of you? How could she be embarrassed of you?
She's not embarrassed of you, she is you,
I mean, I know you don't want to hear it from me and I'm just,,,
waving to her or whatever, but she is you,
Head to toe, she's you,
She walks like you, she smiles like you,
It's you,
Really?
Yeah, really,
It's strange, you spend years doing everything you can,
sacrificing your life for them because you love them so much
and you're their entire world, you're their everything
and then suddenly they get older and then out of nowhere
everything changes and you become their enemy,
It's like you just exist to fight them on every fucking thing,
I don't know,
It's like she blames me for something,
Let me know if you need something else,
Thank you,
Whatever she is feeling right now
or whatever she thinks she's feeling right now is going to pass,
I promise you,
She's going to wake up one day and realize how incredible her mother is
and she's going to see you for who you are
and how everyone else sees you, which is amazing,
She's a phase, she's a kid,
Where?
It smells good,
You hungry?
Yes,
Come on, let's eat,
You're going to use the knife before,
Yeah, of course I am,
It's full of charts and facts,
What are you doing, Becky?
And instructions for dancing,
I just want to hold you in,
I love it when you read to me,
You lose,
You can read me any way,
No, I love you, right?
The book of love has music in it,
In fact, that's where music comes from,
You still singing?
No,
Yeah, sometimes,
Sometimes?
Yeah,
I don't know if you could actually call it singing,
just playing to a bunch of drunken assholes,
Come on, your voice is incredible,
When you sing, the world stops,
To tell you the truth, I was always a little jealous of you and my father
when you would talk about it,
I mean, not jealous of you singing,
I mean, I love that about you,
It's just jealous,
I don't know, It's like that you both had
something to talk about that you both cared about,
You remember that song you used to sing to Sasha?
What?
The one about the rain,
When I was inside and I couldn't sleep,
I would just close my eyes and think about you singing that song,
You used to put me to sleep,
What?
Well, nothing,
What?
I just wish we could have talked like this when it mattered,
You know?
It still matters,
It still matters more than you know,
Okay,
I'm sorry I didn't give you more,
I always said that I would and I didn't
and I'm never gonna forgive myself for that,
You always stood by me no matter what,
You don't have to,
You don't have to say anything,
Just remember the good,
You know, no matter what, like you think of me,
I want you to remember that it was good sometimes,
I know it was,
This is probably not worth anything, but just in case,
I don't know what to do,
I think it was the only time I wasn't afraid of you,
[sniffles]
I, uh, brought you something,
[sniffles]
[squeals]
[footsteps]
I think you wrote this one for Mom,
♪
♪ How much my heart would bane ♪
♪ I know I can't explain ♪
♪ But nothing would be the same ♪
♪ It's true ♪
You know, when I was a kid, I used to pretend you wrote this song for me,
[sniffles]
♪ What in this world would I do?
♪ [sniffles]
♪ If I ever lost you ♪
[sniffles]
♪ How would I ever sleep?
♪ All right,
♪ What good is counting sheep when ♪
♪ Memories come creeping ♪
To the real, Papa,
♪ I'd be continuous meeting ♪
[sniffles] I gotta go,
♪ If I ever lost you ♪
♪ What you mean you are ♪
♪ The realm of desire ♪
♪ A dream that was flashed in the air ♪
♪ How could a fool ♪
♪ Is humble as I ♪
♪ But tell you ♪
♪ You're all that I'd love ♪
♪ Within my hungry heart ♪
♪ A million tears would start ♪
♪ And it would never spark a new ♪
♪ What in this world would I do?
♪ ♪ If I ever ♪
♪ Lost you ♪
[trumpet solo]
[birds chirping]
[thunder]
[trumpet solo]
[sniffles]
[whispering]
See you soon, kid,
♪
What are you listening to?
I said, "What are you listening to?
" -What, my music? -Yeah,
Just, uh, it's a mixtape,
It's like some jazz and soul and stuff like that,
What's so funny?
My grandpa listens to jazz,
Oh, so I should be listening to something else, is that what you're saying?
What are you listening to?
Michael Jackson,
He's good,
Michael Jackson is good,
He must be like a James Brown fan, huh?
-Uh-uh, We'll see, -No?
-Who's who? -James Brown,
You don't know who James Brown is?
Come on, you can't listen to Michael Jackson
not know who James Brown is, James Brown?
Where do you think Michael got all those-- his moves?
I mean, the guy that, like, dances all crazy
and then faints all the time?
Yeah, I mean, I wouldn't put it-- yeah, probably, yeah,
Oh, he's-- he's fine, I guess,
What are you doing? You, uh, you live around here?
Yeah, I live right there,
Where's your mother, your father?
My mom had a visitor, so I gotta stay outside,
You don't have a coat?
Aren't you cold?
Here, take my coat,
-Go on, try it on, -I don't-- I don't need it,
-You don't like my coat?
-I-- Try it on, You gotta try it first,
Try it on, maybe-- maybe you'll like it,
You can throw it away tomorrow or something, but at least you'll be warm now,
Whoa, Looks better on you, You gotta keep it now,
Yeah, okay, thank you,
No problem, What's your name?
Samantha, but you can just call me Sam,
-Sam? -Yeah,
My name's Mikey, How old are you?
Thirteen,
My daughter's thirteen,
Sam, do me a favor,
Can you sit on the stoop close to your door
so no crazy person picks you up and grabs you and steals you
and please do it for me? I'm gonna be thinking about it all night long,
-Would you do that? -Fine,
-You will? -Yeah,
Thanks, Sam,
[footsteps]
[footsteps] Thank you,
[footsteps]
Hey, Patty's late, You're up, Let's go,
Let's go,
We just fell out, and Stevie called and mentioned your name,
I was like, "Yo, a fucking chorus to have Irish Mike Flanagan on my undercard,
" Get the fuck out of here, you know what I'm talking about?
Hey, Fletcher's a beast,
I'm sure you're gonna go a few rounds with him, right?
Oh, hell yeah,
It's the shit that I'm talking about,
What the fuck are you excuse, you guy? You're almost thirty minutes late,
Tell me what little mean he was outside,
I asked the same old shit, Get your ass to the dressing room right fucking now,
Hey, oh, by the way, I want you to know I
know it wasn't easy to get me on this class,
I really appreciate it,
Fucking chorus, my friend, Whatever happens, I'm happy to have you here,
God bless,
Irish Mike!
Woo!
Hi, listen, you kid,
Whatever happens out there, you deserve this,
You hear me? You hear me?
I hear you,
Now, they think it's just gonna be a fucking walk in the park,
That's gonna be their first fucking mistake,
We step out there, all this other shit is behind us,
This is what we do,
So let's fucking do it,
You ready?
Ready,
Are you ready?
Ready!
Fuck, you're ready!
Fight for this!
Bring it in,
When it's over, so they say, it'll rain a sunny day,
I know, shining down like water,
I wanna know how you ever seen the rain,
Coming down on a sunny day,
Yesterday and days before, sun is cold and rain is hard,
Wherever on it goes, through the circle fast and slow,
I know, it can't stop, I wonder,
I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain,
Coming down on a sunny day,
I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain,
Coming down on a sunny day,
I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry,
Good evening and welcome to Madison Square Garden,
where tonight, we bring you twelve rounds of boxing
for the middleweight championship of the world,
Introducing first, am I right?
Fighting out of the red corner, he weighed in officially at 176 pounds,
His professional record, thirty-two wins, twenty-eight coming by way of knockout,
Two losses and two draws, hailing from Brooklyn, New York,
The former middleweight champion of the world, Irish Mike Flanagan,
And to my left, fighting out of the blue corner, he weighed in at 178 pounds,
His professional record, perfect, with twenty-three wins
all coming by way of knockout from Oxnard, California,
The middleweight champion of the world, Marcus Lutcher,
Sasha, get up, get up, come on, your father's fighting,
Come on in, gentlemen,
I want you guys to shake hands, have a good and clean
fight, go back to your corners, and wave my signal,
I wonder what's going through Flanagan's mind right now,
He's been out of the ring for nearly a decade, and with all
the controversy and all the press surrounding this fight,
I wonder if he'll be able to block out all the noise,
And the bell sounds to begin round one,
Lutcher comes out aggressive, one of the
things he does really well is to work that jab,
Flanagan tries to answer right back, and hooks to the body,
Lutcher's having none of it, Flanagan takes a couple of shots to the head,
Oh, and Irish Mike answers back with his first big shot of the night,
Obviously, Lutcher the aggressor early, seems in complete
control as Irish Mike tries to circle away and reset,
Oh, wild miss with the left hook,
Lutcher moves in for the counter shot here, referee steps in to separate,
Oh, and Flutcher hits the left hand off the ring,
You see that shit?
The question is, will that be ruled a knockdown,
or will it be ruled a penalty against Flutcher?
That's up to the referee,
Flutcher picking in,
A left hook to the jab hurts Flanagan,
Big left hand by Flutcher, and that's the end of round one,
A huge first round for Lamarcus Flutcher,
Literally, the crowd here at Madison Square Garden is apprehensive about Flanagan,
Not the champion he wants lost,
Oh, a right hand by Flutcher hurts Flanagan again,
Flanagan just trying to hold on like that,
Oh, and Flutcher throws down Flanagan,
You know, he's trying to rough him up a little bit, get in his head,
Flanagan, though, is knocked a turn, and that's the
way he's been really throughout his entire career,
Wow, a right combination,
Flanagan's hurt again,
He seems to have no answer,
Now he tries to answer back with a right hand,
Now you have to wonder at this point if Flutcher
thought that this night would already be over,
But as he looks across the ring, Flanagan is still in his face,
Flanagan is in the ring,
Flanagan is getting stronger,
More confident,
Toe to toe they go,
Exchanging big shots again,
Right and some lefts,
Again, let you work your body,
To be quite honest with you,
Nobody thought Flanagan would last this long,
Listen to me, Stop dropping your left, all right?
I know what you're doing,
You're playing a little positive,
You're going too low, He's going to fucking catch you, all right?
We don't want him to catch you,
We want him to think it over,
But don't drop your fucking left,
You ready?
You want me to do that thing now?
No, no, no,
You got it, right?
That a boy, that a boy,
For the first time in this fight, Irish Mike is dictating the terms,
Fletcher will have none of it,
He tries to answer back with his own,
Fletcher working both hands,
Flanagan has to hold on,
You know, I don't know what's keeping Irish Mike off,
There have been so many dangerous moments in this fight form,
But he continues to find a way to hang in there,
Taking big shots to the head,
But delivering more than his fair share,
Flanagan works a couple of shots to the body,
Fletcher tries to respond,
A four-punch combination lands,
Back and forth they go,
A couple of right hooks to the body,
Hurt Flanagan,
But he answers right back with a chopping left of his own,
(crowd cheering)
Irish Mike working his jab in his own right,
Fletcher tries to answer back,
In the middle of the ring they go,
Letting their hands fly,
Hooks to the body,
Damaging hooks to the body by Fletcher,
But Irish Mike's skating right there,
Taking it all in,
Now he's holding on to dear life,
The referee steps in,
Whoa, And Irish Mike looks hurt,
What a round for Irish Mike Flanagan
and the Marcus Fletcher,
A classic,
(crowd cheering)
I never seen anything so fucking beautiful,
Great kick,
Wait, wait, just wait,
These guys are shitting their pants over there
because they think you're not sitting down,
Fucking superhuman,
Are you kidding me?
How you doing over there?
What did I say?
Wait for my signal,
You ready?
Yup,
Mike, give me her number,
(crowd cheering)
You know, Fletcher thought this fight would be over,
He'd be in the locker room at this point,
But standing across from him,
A former champion with the heart of a lion,
Big blows, Left and right by Fletcher to start the action,
A left hand by Flanagan,
Rocks Fletcher,
Up, Right, up,
Irish Mike comes out for 10,
Flanagan is still standing late in the rounds,
He's starting to take control,
Flanagan with a right hand at Rocks Fletcher,
And another right hand,
Now, Mikey, now,
Using that head movement,
Switch,
Oh, and he switched to Southpaw,
The question is, is Fletcher prepared for this?
Now, the right hand is the jab,
And there's a straight left hand at Rocks Fletcher,
Fans of the guard room are going wild,
The champion's in trouble,
Irish Mike is turning it on late in this fight,
A right hook, Rocks Fletcher,
They exchange punches,
Both men looking for the knockout,
Now, Flanagan put punches together,
Fletcher trying to respond,
This is worrying,
This is a pretty serious aneurysm,
Doc, I'm a professional fighter,
My life is boxing,
You're saying I can't boxing anymore?
Absolutely not,
One heart hit to the head and it could rupture,
And if it ruptures, your chances of survival are,,,
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
[CROWD CHEERING]
I never saw you fight,
[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE] Mikey,
[SIGHS] Hey,
That's all,
Huh,
What you going?
You got me,
Wait, just gonna leave? No goodbye? No nothing?
I don't know, I thought I'd do an Irish accent,
Seem fitting,
Everybody's here for you,
I don't know any other people,
I gotta feed my cat,
Your cat? Yeah,
Kid,
You just won the biggest pocket fight of your life,
I think you can't go hungry in a couple of hours,
All right, let me get my shit off,
Do I have to get home?
I don't know what the fuck I would be in my life without you,
I can't believe we did that shit,
I'm gonna be all right, don't worry,
Go have some champagne,
I'll check up on you in the morning,
Come on,
You need a taxi?
Huh?
You need a taxi?
Yeah,
No,
I can't afford it,
Where you going?
Brooklyn,
How much you got?
I got,,,
nothing, Six bucks,
You fucking killing me, kid,
Get in,
You serious?
Get in,
Uh, thank you,
Thanks a lot, and I really appreciate it,
I'm Tony,
Tony,
What's so funny?
That's my father's name,
Oh, yeah?
Yeah, yeah, Tony,
Yeah, I guess there's a reason I picked you up after all,
I'm happy you did,
Michael,
It's my name, but,,,
everyone calls me Mikey,
Hey, how you doing?
Huh?
I was asking you how you're doing,
Oh,
You better be honest with me, Tony,
You're not so good, don't tell you,
Listen, kid, I know it all seems like a mess right
now, but trust me, it all works out in the end,
You think so?
Hey, Tony, do you mind,,,
could we put the radio on or something?
Sure,
Thank you,
How's this?
Yeah, that's nice,
That's nice,
[somber music]
Hey, kid, you're still with me,
Huh?
I'm gonna drop you off up here, Are you gonna be okay?
Yeah, Yeah, right up there, it's fine,
Thank you, man, I really appreciate it,
Hey, you know what? This one's on me,
Oh, no, Tony, here,
No, no, no, no, Put your money away,
Okay, you win, You win,
Thank you,
I appreciate it,
Hey, Michael, before you go, can I tell you something?
Yeah,
You know, people want to know what we're doing here,
You know what we're doing here on Earth?
We're here to help each other, help the helpless,
strengthen the fearful, and comfort the sorrowful,
Michael, trust me, you're gonna be okay,
Thanks, Bob's,
[somber music]
[bells ringing]
Watch me when you call my name,
See me sparkle, see me play,
Sing a song, play a game,
Oh, I'm so glad you came,
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la,
Watch me when you look my way,
See me smiling, be my nightingale,
Touch me in your own sweet way,
Feel me tremble, you take my words away,
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la,
la, la, all the time,
I love you, make you a rhyme,
I love you, set in mind,
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la,
Watch me when I'm on my own,
See me falling like a star,
Come and be the things you are,
I'm still falling, but not right so far,
Flashing lights above long lenses,
Plans your mind in those licenses,
Don't you know it's okay,
They won't remember your name,
In my tears, he'd loop around in circles,
Searching for the sound of bells and whistles,
Songs of praise,
I'm afraid I lost myself those days in hope,
How the mighty fall,
Now I know,
Now I know I had it all,
From the table face of glow,
From cake and candle she would blow her wish,
Within the smoke would rise,
Floats like hope from her brown eyes,
The silence was what I had feared,
Who was I when you disappeared?
But in my loss of how I thought,